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shots fired

I’m going to backtrack to an incident that has filled me with anger, shame, fear, and depression. Those are the events of the morning of March 17th 2016. I often wonder if you’ve ever thought about that morning. I’ve literally had nightmares related to it. After finding out REDACTED sex. We went back to your place. You tried kissing me. I pulled away. You tried again. I pulled away again. You then let out the now vomit inducing words “but don’t you want me”. Feeling I had no choice I let out a barely audible “yes”. After which you climbed on top of me while I stared blankly at your closet. My thought was that if I looked as uninterested as possible then maybe you would recognize what was happening and would stop. That never happened so all I could do was hope it would be over as soon as possible. I’m fairly confident that given your politics, if this happened to any other two people that you would agree that it was clearly non consensual. It also wasn’t the first time. It was just the time I remember most vividly. I recall this happening at least one other time, though I’m not as sure of the date. It took until November 2025 for me to fully explain it to a therapist. It was at that moment that she used a word to describe it that I hadn’t yet. That word was rape. More instances of me not being allowed to say “no”. I may have doubted myself because of how long its been, but as it turns out it somewhat common with victims of sexual assault. Think of this every time you demand anything of me. I know support is going to REDACTED theoretically, but every time I stare at my paycheck its not lost on me that I’m giving 750 dollars a month to my rapist. Imagine if anyone else had to do that and tell me you wouldn’t be furious at the prospect. Not only am I not going to be a doormat for you anymore, but I’m going to stop being silent about what happened. Don’t worry. I won’t mention you by name, but I spent the past year trying to find anyone that could relate to my situation with no luck. It just so happens that situations like this aren’t brought up. Maybe due to lack of reporting. Maybe due to it not being taken seriously when it happens to a man. My hope is that one person can come across this and not feel as alone as I’ve felt. Shots fired

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~~~~~ There are so many "behind the scenes" processing going on that I can't even think about keeping up. Everyone got excited about all the data centers and jumped on the "move over to" bandwagon. So now there is the wait period for all processes to complete background data transfers. Case in point: It took 5 days for my cell phone to be able to send data again after it did a background update. Just started working again a couple of hours ago. That's not good when you are an estate executor and you have limited data usage. It gets tricky and highly frustrating.

7:15pm - Who's Online 1 Member, 0 Anonymous, 24 Guests(See full list) TronRP

I think I have severe cramps right now.

Why is it logging me in anonymous?

Right! Can't even make that shit up.

~~~~~ I'm dying laughing...They lost the gas! 🤣

I was just at the gas station and wanted to punch the clerk because I told her the wrong pump accidentally and went back to switch it and I go back outside nothing was happening, went back in and she was like "it went away when I switched it" are you sure you didn't pump it?" I looked at her like wtf, she asked me like 3 times and than said it probably went back to your card (it didn't) so I'm like call Habib (manager) and see if this happened before than, I said I paid for it, she said I got you..bich no you don't got shit because I paid! I wanted to smack her dumb ass. It was my fault initially for getting the pump wrong but that's a fairly common occurrence I'm sure. She done lost my gas. How? Noone was there so they couldn't of pumped it. Still got my gas finally.

🤣🤣🤣 yours is better 😄

I think I'm getting crankier in my old age. I honestly feel like I'm 2 seconds from picking a verbal fight with anyone who ticks me off. Maybe this is how the stereotype starts with that old person that yells at everyone.

Thank you! I'm off today and it feels weird.

~~~~~ Reading this, I was conflicted if the "like" was appropriate here. So Congratulations and

~~~~~ Would you like to trade for my male enhancement ads. 😆

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Feeling ticked off, but working on it. I have a family member on a boatload of medications that could kill a Komodo Dragon and I get called out for having them on multiple herbal supplements to help counteract the side effects of all the meds. How is that proving that you have the best interest of your patient's health in mind.

I already hit my 90 days at work. It doesn't feel like it. Everyday I feel like I'm in some level of hell or some strange world though, but I keep going back.

Hugs. Wow, they did that?

5:25pm - Who's Online 1 Member, 0 Anonymous, 44 Guests(See full list) TronRP

I suffered non-physical abuse for decades, but you go through it because it's family. But then I got robbed and had to be concerned about the guy that robbed me pressing charges because he might have hurt his ankle jumping out of my porch window. The police couldn't do an arrest because the items that were stolen were not in the person's possession. I was robbed and yet the police kept an eye on me to see what "character" of person I was. So the other 2 times I was robbed, I just filed the report that it happened and left it at that. A couple of times, I did have the opportunity to become a criminal and I thought, at least then the justice system would be on my side for a change. Officers even go out of their way to befriend bad guys so they can have eyes and ears in certain neighborhoods. I made the decision to remain an invisible, good member of society. ~~~~~ So I suppose this lady is now what you call "blessed" and will have many followers cheering her on.