Despite how bad this hurts to let you go, despite how sad inside I am over this, I have to thank you because you made me feel something I never thought I would feel again. I hope one day someone in this world and this life can spark a feeling of love inside you for them the way you have for me. You may not care to understand why I feel positive feelings for you..and if I knew why maybe I could have said it in a more practical way..but I didn't know how..I only knew that what I feel was something I wanted to hold forever. This sucks.