Wah.

[Homicidalheathen]

I got a chest cold which is now an infection and if you remember, this turns into broncitis and walking or not so phnemonia for me usually.

I woke up and couldn't hardly breathe. I have to go get antibiotics and an inhailer and maybe a breathing treatment today.

My guts are too messed up so I smoked a doobie or 10....over the past few days and it really made my lungs worse.

And she said my guts should be ok now, but well......they arn't and it isn't my diet or anything....pot really helps but its taking my lung health......if I give it up again my weight will drop to at least 90ish (prob more like 80) which I am trying to avoid.

I just feel kinda fucked right now and wanted to vent, thanks.

Just feel so stuck. Its been 2 1/2 yrs since they removed the bad spots in my guts but I will not ever be the same, I don't crap normal now and never will it so sucks. Sometimes I can barely go at all or its just diahreah all the way....I hate my guts. Litterally.

[Homicidalheathen]

Oh and by the way.......I really don't want to loose my ass. The padding is the only thing filling out the wrinkles. :blushing

I lost 20lbs since last week. I guess that qualifies as extreme unwanted weight loss....not sure. Not like I can do anything about it though.

[Msterbeau]

I got a low-grade cold too. Little sore throat and junk in the lungs.. Saps all my energy. I've been a slug the past couple days....

*Hugs for HH*

[honeymustard02]

*hugs* I'm sorry my pets. I hope you get to feeling better.

[bean]

*hugs* that really sucks - I hope you get better soon! Hey, would the pot still help if it was in brownie form? Can you even have brownies? Then you would be saving your lungs, right?

[Homicidalheathen]

Lately eating pot is constipating me even more when it used to just give me a good regular bm.

[bean]

well that's no good :(

[Homicidalheathen]

This is me when I can go..... :blink :confused

This is me when I cant :doh =(

Hee hee just thought you'd all like a visual. :erm

[DarkVampire]

That's too bad you are sick HH. It seems to be going around. Two weeks ago I got a viral infection that knocked me out of work for three days. That hurt considering we don't get sick pay days.