Right Now

[FarrIL]

The last time I talked to him, he said he was depressed because he missed me.

We both know I need to move downstate ASAP.

He's said that when I move, it'd be just him and me, nobody else.

As brief a conversation it was, it was sweet. He said that he was going to go lie down and take a nap. Needed me there to be with him.

So I told him that the next time I came down, we'd take a nap together.

And now that I think about it, that just sounds too damn good right now. I dont want "fun", I want to sleep next to the man I love.

And I freaking hate it that I live nearly 2 hours away.

[Shade Everdark]

I know it's strictly tangential, but I find that it takes some getting used to, sleeping next to someone for the first time (or anytime, if you don't get to do it very often). It's a matter of acclimating oneself to being next to someone again, and then finding out how they lay in the bed, and how to adjust yourself to fit with them....

Maybe that's just me.

[Homicidalheathen]

To sleep in the arms of my beloved........~sigh~

[Msterbeau]

To sleep in the arms of my beloved........~sigh~

What she said...

[Brenda Starrr]

What she said... 

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

I'll be there in two months.

:fear

Seriously. I can totally relate to that.

[kellygrrrrrl]

my husband is AFRAID to sleep with me.

I beat him up in my sleep.

I'm a thrasher and I snore. LOUD. He's woken up to my bashing him in the face, I'll wake up with scratches all over my face and arms....

But I always feel refreshed! I never feel like I didn't get any sleep....It's a solid sleep, just very restelss....I guess.

We will often fall asleep in eachother arms on the couch watching TV, then I wake up in the middle of the night and go to the bed. He stays on the couch.

Plus, I sleep with a fan on, always have....and he HATES it cause he wakes up all congested and sniffly.

I know not what I do in my sleep!

I can't help it! =(

[Head Wreck]

hello fellow parasomniac. (kelly)

i talk. dont walk or dismantle random items any more (even locking the toolchests didnt help).

[kellygrrrrrl]

I mean I WANT to wake up to my husbands nasty morning breath, and crusty eyes....but I certainly do not blame him for not wanting to get beat up at night.

I didn't know there was a word for that HW!

Knowing is half the battle....GI JOOOOOOOOOOOOE!

[FarrIL]

I know it's strictly tangential, but I find that it takes some getting used to, sleeping next to someone for the first time (or anytime, if you don't get to do it very often).  It's a matter of acclimating oneself to being next to someone again, and then finding out how they lay in the bed, and how to adjust yourself to fit with them....

Maybe that's just me.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

It's not that I'm not used to it.

We've taken a nap together before, hell we've even done the nude cuddling. (( Nothing happened folks, get your minds out of the gutter!! ><!! ))

It's just I miss him. Like I said, I told him that when I came down next, we'd take a nap together, just so we can lay next to each other. He's said that it'll take some getting used to, with our situation being the way it is...... I still live at home, under someone else's rule. So when I have to be home at a certain time, there isnt a compromise usually.

Nate understands but it doesnt change the fact that he, as well as myself, are bummed out by it.

I think I'd lay next to him just here his breathing and how peaceful he sounds. I feel comforted in his arms, and I miss it. ;_;

[Head Wreck]

heh one of the best bits about being with robyn was the day we just were so tired (or stoned) we just passed out next to each other. heh that feeling rocked.

ho hum. shame she turned out to be a complete mental whack-job.

[Msterbeau]

I'll be there in two months.

*Snort*

Good luck finding a part of me to snuggle with if Carla is around.

[Reaper]

my husband is AFRAID to sleep with me.

I beat him up in my sleep.

I'm a thrasher and I snore.  LOUD.  He's woken up to my bashing him in the face, I'll wake up with scratches all over my face and arms....

But I always feel refreshed!  I never feel like I didn't get any sleep....It's a solid sleep, just very restelss....I guess.

We will often fall asleep in eachother arms on the couch watching TV, then I wake up in the middle of the night and go to the bed.  He stays on the couch.

Plus, I sleep with a fan on, always have....and he HATES it cause he wakes up all congested and sniffly.

I know not what I do in my sleep!

I can't help it! =(

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

I have always and still sleep with the fan on even if the A/C is on here. Its a habit from having a buzzing noise to help me sleep. Used to sleep on top of the dryer for the buzz and warmth when I was a kid. Some habits never change.

[Brenda Starrr]

*Snort*

Good luck finding a part of me to snuggle with if Carla is around. 

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There are two sides to every man. Sometimes, two faces.

[Msterbeau]

There are two sides to every man. Sometimes, two faces.

And I can assure you that Carla will wrap herself around all of me(s), if possible.

[FarrIL]

And I can assure you that Carla will wrap herself around all of me(s), if possible. 

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Hehe, that's how I sometimes get with Nate.

Marc, you can vouch for that. XD

[Homicidalheathen]

ever cry because you miss someone so much......?

Even a week seems like an eternity at times.

[FarrIL]

ever cry because you miss someone so much......?

Even a week seems like an eternity at times.

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Oh very much so.

Very, very much so. ;;___;;

[Moonlight_Phantasy]

*Sigh* Sometimes I wish I had someone to lay next to. Someone who cherished me and loved me. The 2 relationships Ive been in did nothing of that. As a matter of fact, I took care of them. Nobody has ever taken care of me. I would love to know how that feels.

[AstralCrux]

*Sigh* Sometimes I wish I had someone to lay next to. Someone who cherished me and loved me. The 2 relationships Ive been in did nothing of that. As a matter of fact, I took care of them. Nobody has ever taken care of me. I would love to know how that feels.

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I know how that one works. I've not only taken care of and been there for the people I date, but I've also taken care of my family- including alzheimers. I highly doubt that anyone will ever really take care of me. I take care of myself pretty well most of the time, so people don't feel the need to take care of me.

[Draco1958]

ever cry because you miss someone so much......?

Even a week seems like an eternity at times.

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I would rather cry for this reason than the feelings of loneliness and abandonment which still makes me cry at times. Sorry, still have some minor issues from my marriage.

[hov1818]

I miss Poe... we hadn't enough time together. Not enough time to really ignite things.

Hopefully, I can change that in a month or so. We will see. Until then, I will continue to miss her sweet face.

Ty