Well This Last Couple Of Months Has Sucked.

[The Kanuck]

Well it has not been that great of a month, people have been droppin like flys (either walking out of my life or litterally droppin dead) and I really did not have anyone to come to, so I thought I would just vent out the feelings here.

I lost my grandfather in mid December right before christmas and it was hard on the family, he was really well loved but atleast with that it came to us as a shock. Now my grandmother is in the hospital, with heavy cancer. It is through many of her major orgins and the only thing we can do now is wait, for she only has at most a month left in her life.

With all that, I have become single again after a long 9 1/2 month relationship to a fellow member on this forum, and now I am not mad at this person nor am I deeply hurt for I did see this comming for some time, I just wish it was under better cirumstances but you can not tell someone to hold back their feelings and I would never do that to anyone. (I am not mad at you babe, so don't think so)

Now I am not looking for pity or sympathy, I am just looking for a way to vent and this has helped. Thanks you all.

-Jake

(PS) Damn I wish I could get that castle building to open my damn club >.<

[Brenda Starrr]

*hugs* My thoughts are with you and your family, esp. you grandmother.

It has been a tough time for a lot of us. Keep your chin up, and vent away.

[sass_in_the_pants]

I'm sorry to hear that Kanuck.

Stay strong, it will get better.

[Homicidalheathen]

Winter is hard on the elderly. The cold makes you have to use more energy to keep warm which weakens your immune system. My sister is a nurse and she said more people die in Febuary than any other month.

The good thing, is that your Grandpa and Grandma were/are well loved and have you for a grandson. Someone they know really loves them and its all you can do is to be there so you are wonderful.

As far as the relationship thing goes......if you two did not stay freinds then it was not ment to be anyway. For most there is something to salvage if you got along that well in the first place. If not, then you are better off without them as it becomes baggage when someone just needs you for stuff but doesn't hang out with you.

I too am going through allot of relationship crap......lies........cheating.....I won't go into it on here but its been a rough yr. Oh and we run a home buisness and our partner ripped us off for over 30 grand....this is the woman someone was sleeping with.....and that added to our woes.

Now my dads white bloodcell count is up and he has to go to get checked for cancer.

And my mom has alzheimers.

So I know how you feel babe, life just fucking sucks.

But I have a few freinds on here who make it bareable.

I am very thankful for that.

And spring is coming......new life.....new love....new beginnings.

May they come your way!

[Msterbeau]

Sorry for the bad times bro. I feel that pain too. :-(