Oh So Single!

[Ash_Sangre]

Single life started again, This time for a loooong while. I hate jumping back in the game so quick and I hate when others jump right in. It seems childish. As for other things. I havent posted in forever and the last times I had. I was talking about my weight, well I have shed 60 lbs so far and loving it. My confidence has soared. I have gotten 3 date invitations in the last week, and sweetly turned them down because at the moment I am making arrangements to go to Cape Cod with my BFF John, (also my roomie) Yea. I got free vacation tickets in may and I am using them right now...... I figure right now is a time to release some stress and spend my first paycheck. HEHEHEHEHE.... So a nice Bed And Breakfeast and sorting through some cranberry bogs, and going on a boat for the first time...... I really need to start getting out soon though. I am willing to meet some people off here that possibly go to Necto or Luna. Soooo BTW, Sunday I am having a photoshoot with a lovely Lady, so be looking for some posts in the photography forum here next week.

Muah

Ash

[Draco1958]

Sent you a message on myspace. Let me know if you are interested in what I said. I can always use some pointers for photography.

[Daevion]

Single life started again, This time for a loooong while. I hate jumping back in the game so quick and I hate when others jump right in. It seems childish. As for other things. I havent posted in forever and the last times I had. I was talking about my weight, well I have shed 60 lbs so far and loving it. My confidence has soared. I have gotten 3 date invitations in the last week, and sweetly turned them down because at the moment I am making arrangements to go to Cape Cod with my BFF John, (also my roomie) Yea. I got free vacation tickets in may and I am using them right now...... I figure right now is a time to release some stress and spend my first paycheck. HEHEHEHEHE.... So a nice Bed And Breakfeast and sorting through some cranberry bogs, and going on a boat for the first time...... I really need to start getting out soon though. I am willing to meet some people off here that possibly go to Necto or Luna. Soooo BTW, Sunday I am having a photoshoot with a lovely Lady, so be looking for some posts in the photography forum here next week.

Muah

Ash

ahh hell...life sucks sometimes....though we have never met....in two weeks I shall be in the east coast area....first connecticut than salem Mass. At some point I'll be in the cape cod area...though who knows my exact destination. At any rate if ya wanna meet up in New England send me a message or whatever. cheers.

[creatureofthenyte]

coming to my neck of the woods...

cool.

[Destroit]

You lost 60 lbs, girl? Good job! Trust me, being single won't be a problem for you now, you'll have to practically beat them away with a stick. Don't let it get to your head like I did when I dropped my 60-70 lbs I got damn cocky, with this whole "I don't gotta listen to you, I'm beautiful" attitude. I mean, it was kind of a phase right after I lost all of my weight (I lost mine fairly rapidly, like within 3-4 months time 'cause playing Dance Dance Revolution I was burning up to 600-700 extra calories a day due to the game, when a half hour run, like normal people do at the gym, only burns 200).

[jadnifer]

Well being single has its advantages and its disadvantages but SO congrats on losing all the weight.

Like Chernobyl said you will have to beat them off with a stick!!

Just wait for the right guy and you will be happy!

[Ash_Sangre]

You lost 60 lbs, girl? Good job! Trust me, being single won't be a problem for you now, you'll have to practically beat them away with a stick. Don't let it get to your head like I did when I dropped my 60-70 lbs I got damn cocky, with this whole "I don't gotta listen to you, I'm beautiful" attitude. I mean, it was kind of a phase right after I lost all of my weight (I lost mine fairly rapidly, like within 3-4 months time 'cause playing Dance Dance Revolution I was burning up to 600-700 extra calories a day due to the game, when a half hour run, like normal people do at the gym, only burns 200).

Lmao. I used to be a size 2 when I was 17, so being thin is no deal for me. Just glad to be getting healthier.

[Homicidalheathen]

I agree with the take time off from dating thing. I read in cosmo where the 'average' gal only waits a month. 1 month? Is not enough 'me' time I think between relationships. I am not talking about crying on the couch in your coffee time, but quality time getting back into the things you love that your significant other took you away from....or whatever.......

Kudos to you. Smart cookie.

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

I have been single for 3 months now, and its driving me crazy. I want a relationship. I wan the closeness, but i don't want the hassel of it all. end the end, i am nothing but poison (no, i'm not 'poor-me-ing' mearly observing). End the end, good ppl turn bad, or turn against the ppl they are about. and i don't even drive them to it. I never make them chose, I want to get along. I want to be part of the family, part of the group of friends.. there is not either 'us' or 'them'. its not my place to ask that... anyways....... yeah. enough about me.. i don't know when i will trust again. i still miss him, and we are pretty close. it was his family that made him chose.. and it was them that he got, so now we are just friends..... okay, i'm done, for real this time...

[deathfearsnone]

i hate being single most girls cheat on me and all i do is everything for them take them out to breakfast lunch and dinner buy them roses for really no reason i am always there for them i wish there was a good girl that i could find

[Msterbeau]

I was single once. It was great.

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

The same could be said about me... I do everything for them. only two ppl haven't cheated on me, but they have broken my heart into a million peices, and i am still looking for some of them... but yeah.. anyways... im in a good mood, and i am not gonna dwell on the past.. yes, i still love him, and yes, he still loves me, but i am not going to ask him to chose between his family or me. I'd rather have him as a friend, than not have him at all...

His mom hates me for some reason, and she is the reason we aren't together..... it never fails.. gawd... he see's what a great person I am.. he tells me all the time.. wtf is wrong w/ her.. is she mad cuz i make him happy? He seems to think so.....

[Head Wreck]

meh. single since 2000.

hard at first, but pretty damn used to it now.

I'm willing to wait than get fucked up again over someone who wasn't on same level

[Ash_Sangre]

Well we all get duped one time or another. I am too nice a person. I spoil whomever i am dating. seriously, to the extremes. Like spending thousands. But they always leave because , well, I dont know. They say i am too much like a friend, isnt that part of being with someone, being their bf? oh well. lifes a bitch, then you die..

[deathfearsnone]

Well we all get duped one time or another. I am too nice a person. I spoil whomever i am dating. seriously, to the extremes. Like spending thousands. But they always leave because , well, I dont know. They say i am too much like a friend, isnt that part of being with someone, being their bf? oh well. lifes a bitch, then you die..

i do exactly what you do either they cheat on me or leave and say i'm too good of a freind don't it suck?

[Msterbeau]

You all are with the wrong people. I will accept your zillions of dollars and ... um. What comes after that? Besides good sex..... :-)

[Ash_Sangre]

Yes, it really does suck, especially when the person acts like they really love you, says it constantly, but right after wants a fucking 100 bill.

Yea, thats me, loads of cash and good sex./ might as well spend the shit buying a blow up male doll. at least they dont ask for cash, well maybe for some duct tape:)

But its quite lonesome, I have always been the girl with no friends, seriously, never had a good true friend in my life. Not one. I still dont have any. Thats why i spend my time sitting home and reading..

Such a lifeless life for the Sangre eh?

hmm, i wonder if I can do a "BUY-A-Friend" transaction on ebay, just hope they dont ask for paypal.........

hhehehehhe

[Msterbeau]

Hmmm.. No friends is sad. I was just talking to a friend about how my friends when I was younger seemed to treat me as a semi-outsider. It was pretty painful. I realized at some point, that even amongst the freaks I was a different animal. Maybe it's time to hang out at new places with new people? Maybe it's time for some self evaluation to see what kind of signals you give these so-called friends. I dunno...

BTW.. Don't ever spend money on duct tape. I have many rolls.... I'll share.

[Draco1958]

Yes, it really does suck, especially when the person acts like they really love you, says it constantly, but right after wants a fucking 100 bill.

Yea, thats me, loads of cash and good sex./ might as well spend the shit buying a blow up male doll. at least they dont ask for cash, well maybe for some duct tape:)

But its quite lonesome, I have always been the girl with no friends, seriously, never had a good true friend in my life. Not one. I still dont have any. Thats why i spend my time sitting home and reading..

Such a lifeless life for the Sangre eh?

hmm, i wonder if I can do a "BUY-A-Friend" transaction on ebay, just hope they dont ask for paypal.........

hhehehehhe

I'll put myself up on ebay for you Ash. And you won't need paypal. Just gimme some sugar baby and we'll be all set. :D

[Head Wreck]

Well we all get duped one time or another. I am too nice a person. I spoil whomever i am dating. seriously, to the extremes. Like spending thousands. But they always leave because , well, I dont know. They say i am too much like a friend, isnt that part of being with someone, being their bf? oh well. lifes a bitch, then you die..

nah. life's a virgin, if she was a bitch she'd be easy.

and i do tend to go overbord also. hence my utter resentment of feb. 14th. i allways make big plans and 90% of time dumped the night before. its hard being a romantic fool who hates that day.

Yes, it really does suck, especially when the person acts like they really love you, says it constantly, but right after wants a fucking 100 bill.

Yea, thats me, loads of cash and good sex./ might as well spend the shit buying a blow up male doll. at least they dont ask for cash, well maybe for some duct tape:)

But its quite lonesome, I have always been the girl with no friends, seriously, never had a good true friend in my life. Not one. I still dont have any. Thats why i spend my time sitting home and reading..

Such a lifeless life for the Sangre eh?

hmm, i wonder if I can do a "BUY-A-Friend" transaction on ebay, just hope they dont ask for paypal.........

hhehehehhe

worse i had was:

"if things dont work out between me and (insert name of pondscum friend whos arm she's hanging off haven gone of with during a night down the bar), will we still be together".

that woman is cancer.