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[Saephyr]

I'm not sure if anyone even thinks I'm still alive at this point...howver, just in case you DID wonder, I'm still here.

I'm having a huge operation done and hope to be free of a LOT of disease & issues afterwards. I'm not sure who in here even has any concern abotu it but I have some old pals that just may want to know. I am on Myspace quite often & I don't really know why I never come here anymore? I wish I had the answer to that but I don't really know.

I THINK it's because a lot of us just drifted apart.

I hope we all don't do that but I can be found afterall in a lot of ways. I don't expect any replies here either. I just wish for you all to be around at the old haunt at City CLub once in a while. if u ever want to invite me for a crowd to gather then please do. I'd love to see a lto fo you again! I miss the close band of freaks I had in here! LOL Again, I just wanted to tell som eof you that I was possably on my way to being fixed for good in a few ways. I just hope that when I am better, I can see some of you again and thank you for all the wonderful support you have given for the past , wow, well I think it's been ovre 5 years for sure but who knows?

I wish u all the best of everything!

Thanks for those who aren't active if you read this. Most of all thanks to Troy for being the guy who helped us all to meet up & be important parts of each others lives from time to time or even in some cases forever!

Without DGN I would have missed out on a LOT of wonderful things. Even my love life!!! I dont regret that at ALL! It's terrific being in a solid relationship! I'd be petrified if I was out there...but back to the point...

I will have a lot of icky poisened stuff removed but I'll never have the chance to be a natural mother. That part makes me very sad. I thought I'd have a baby by now and it would be nice to be called 'Mom' by someone again. OH WELL...I have to get this crap out of my system and the cancer that developed along wiht it needs to go pronto.

So for Christmas I get a long operation and a 6 week recovery.

Wish me luck kittens! I do miss a lot of you very much. I just hope I can see you again after the next few months. I'd rather not be forgotten if I can.

[hunhee]

You know, I never really got to know you very well. You stopped posting shortly after I started the board, but even I thought the other day where you had trudged off to.

I wish you luck on your operation, and hope for a quick recovery. I will poke at Troy and make sure he reads your post. I think it will make him smile.

[CandyQuackenbush]

I was just thinkinhg about you yesterday. I was wondering why I haven't seen you in awhile.

I hope your doing better, and when you are back up to health, to CC it is. I haven't seen you in person since I came home the first time from Iraq I think.

It's been too long. Miss yous!

[Saephyr]

What? Make Troy smile!? OMG no way I'd seriously love to hear that ..I always love to pick on Troy guy! Hes one of the bestest Anytime anyone ever wants to chat at me...I'd be thrilled really. Not a problem. I'd love to come back to talk to whomever is here as well. I guess I just began to feel that most of the folks were already attatched to certain peoples and it was getting kinda 'cliqued out'

That was something I felt never had happened to the site & hoped it never would. I guess it just happens.

No worries...maybe it was just ME?

[creatureofthenyte]

Yey Bellybutton

[Fierce Critter]

I am sad for you, but also happy that finally, you have a chance at being pain-free and healthy.

I am really looking forward to seeing you up at CC again.

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

I haven't met you, and i don't think that i have had the pleasure of reading your posts, but I do wish you the very best, and hope that your recovery goes well. and forgotten? no, never forgotten. I'll be thinking about you, this Christmas, and I hope that you aren't spending it alone *hugs*

[Destroit]

I'll chat atcha lady! I know no cliques, I'm a clique of me I don't cling into anyone in particular, I try to enjoy everyone's company if I can. Well then there some real assholes out there, so I gel with everyone except them (generalization, not aimed at anyone).

I had actually wondered where you went off too. When I first joined DGN, god knows how long ago now, you were still posting avidly and I enjoyed reading it. I still wonder where alot of people went on here, but that's how life is, easy come easy go, right? Sometimes when I'm really bored I'll go through all of the deleted posts on DGN from years and years ago and all of the archives and try to figure out who from that time still comes on. I hope you stay around though obviously.

Eeeek. Sounds like an icky surgury to go though, it will be hard for sure but it's obviously worth it if it's for your health! Here's wishing you a speedy recovery :

[n0Mad]

it would be nice to be called 'Mom' by someone again.

I'll call you mommy. lol

You stopped posting shortly after I started the board

So that's why she left. Damn you hunhee! j/k, lol

Good luck Saephyr hun and I'll keep you in my prayers. *hugs*

[Onyx]

(((hugs)))

I am happy for you that you will probably get some relief now.

I bet this is going to solve a lot of physical problems for you and I'm glad they FINALLY listened to you. Best wishes for a full and quick recovery.

[jadnifer]

I was wondering where you were hiding at!

Started missing your posts!

I hope that everything works out for the best and you are nice and healthy again. You are in my prayers!

[Killer_Bunnie]

I am rarely on myself and almost never post because I know so very few people on here anymore. I do remember you, and always hoped they would eventually help you feel better. I'm sorry that there are personal issues with it, and it kinda sucks that it has to be during the holiday, but I'm really really glad to see that they are going to at least DO something to make you better this time.

I will see if I can add you to myspace to see how you are, or at least ask Dark Racer if he knows since he's where I work daily.

many hugs

[Nienna]

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! I hope this fixes you so you can come back and play with us all again! Good luck and keep us posted!

I struggle with alot of the same issues (as you know, duh). I decided a long time ago that if I was rendered absolutely unable to bear my own children that I could always adopt. There are alot of kids out there who need love. Families aren't all about blood. *hugs*