How Are You Feeling?

[TronRP]

Feeling in need of a nap...been driving for almost 2 hours...

[TronRP]

Feeling kind of lame.

I know I have a lot going on. I am so used to taking care of people with A-type personalities, but with conditions that cause their short-term memories to be all but null and void. I work so hard most times that I forget to take care of myself to the point that I actually found myself crying over the fact that one of the people I care for brought me a roll of bread to eat. It had so much meaning that I couldn't even say how appreciated that made me feel...

...thus, feeling kind of lame at the moment...lol

[kat (1)]

Feeling kind of lame.

I know I have a lot going on. I am so used to taking care of people with A-type personalities, but with conditions that cause their short-term memories to be all but null and void. I work so hard most times that I forget to take care of myself to the point that I actually found myself crying over the fact that one of the people I care for brought me a roll of bread to eat. It had so much meaning that I couldn't even say how appreciated that made me feel...

...thus, feeling kind of lame at the moment...lol

Hugs...I'd buy you coffee and stuff if you ever wanted kattronic coffee meetup.

[kat (1)]

I admit I feel scared...that life has taken a harsh toll on me that I don't want to have anything hurt me anymore, I am overly sensitive to everythingg, I am tired of being told I need to develop a thick skin, I think that may be true, however the world around me is really starting to scare the shit out of me and grows colder and more lonely everytime because who want's insane people in their life, it makes you insane yourself. I put my mother out, she won't learn and I can't fix anyone but myself and she was no role model for my children, especially my daughter who has an amazing future ahead of her, but it sucks because I don't have anyone else to show her anything positive. It's not my fault..I never had that myself and it is taken a toll everyone needs someone, some kind of family. I am older now and I realize that is important.

[kat (1)]

Happy, had a great time with my adopted DGN family members last night..best people ever.

[kat (1)]

So fucking tired of my self, tired of what I was, all this shit that's been unhealthy for me emotionally has got to go. If I could keep it together while I was married, be superwoman than I can do it again..alone. Fuck it, love myself for once in my life, stop treating everyone else primary to myself like I have been for all these years, clearly I have not made the progress I need.

[TronRP]

Feeling like laughing at myself again for getting ecstatic over highs of 24-32 Degrees F happening over the next few days

[EagleRose]

Like kicking the neighbors.

[TronRP]

Can't tell if I should feel lucky or cursed...I move and lose weight...now we are working to find a high enough calorie diet, that doesn't involve carry out, so I can maintain this new, healthier weight...I'm really beginning to feel embarrassed about the whole thing

[TronRP]

Totally ecstatic...DGN is no longer showing me HostGator!!!!!

[TronRP]

Feeling rather feverish...not good for concentrating on finances

[TronRP]

Feeling disgruntled at not being able to focus on anything other than having completed the heater installation today...small victory...yay

[TronRP]

Feeling sick, yet very content...I ate myself into a cake coma today....finally satisfied that craving

[kat (1)]

Sick, so sick.....I need this mucinex cold, flu and sore throat to knock me the fuck out, unfortunately, it is not called, cold, flu and knock a bitch out.

[kat (1)]

I know your out there I can here you breathing, Ninja. lol

[kat (1)]

I feel that this cough syrup is doing nothing to help but I am feeling a need to make music.

[TronRP]

Starting to feel a bit sluggish...just want to hibernate and sleep for the next few days...or until my muscles stop aching...whichever comes first...

[kat (1)]

The Walgreens version of Nyquil is not working and I feel shitty still, thankfully my ginger and bath salt hot ass bath made me feel a little better. Yay Ginger.

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel feelings sometimes, but only when I feel like feeling feelings, which I don't currently feel like feeling.

[kat (1)]

I feel like the pasta is done because I threw it against the wall and it stuck.

[kat (1)]

and now my brother and Angel can go eat and I'll lay here and feel icky some more.

[TronRP]

Feels like my body is rebelling on me...it feels broken and misaligned...cry, cry...

[kat (1)]

Feels like my body is rebelling on me...it feels broken and misaligned...cry, cry...

Feels like my body is rebelling on me...it feels broken and misaligned...cry, cry...

hugs. Take a bath in ginger powder and epsom salt......I swear you'll feel better or your money back, guarenteed!

[creatureofthenyte]

I'm feeling contempt, for snow.

[kat (1)]

nothing, I'm not upset about what someone just asked me on my fb page and than the answer I gave them, at all. Nope.