How Are You Feeling?

[kat (1)]

Shits getting old.

[creatureofthenyte]

Coffee now, damnit !

[TronRP]

...I give up...it really doesn't matter anymore...

[kat (1)]

God I can't stand living with fucktards!

[Slogo]

So I found out we're having sex with everyone. I really wish I'd have been there for this

[KatRN05]

So I found out we're having sex with everyone. I really wish I'd have been there for this

Me too.

[KatRN05]

I feel a cold coming on. I'm going to bathe myself in Purell and hope for the best.

[Slogo]

i don't like this. I'm feeling randomn rushes again

[TronRP]

Feeling happy just to be awake after last night's nerve attach an delirium sleep...how exhausting...lost 2lbs...

[TronRP]

Feeling sick to my stomach. Time for a cayenne pepper bomb...

[TronRP]

Feel like celebrating just a little bit. I actually got all the electrical run for the basement portion of this project build (including all new fixtures minus the one with the issues that cost me a day of work). But can't stop now, moving up to the landing portion of the electrical run. yay :D

[TronRP]

Feeling too excited to stay sitting down. I've finally finished something on my project checklist from start to finish. yay me :D

[kat (1)]

Sickish.

[kat (1)]

I'm down. Really sad and feel lonelier than ever. I don't wanna live the rest of my life without knowing love. I guess logic tells me oh fucking well life's not meant to be fair but that still doesn't change how it feels inside.

Edited October 16, 2014 by kat

[EagleRose]

Ugh. I feel sick.

[kat (1)]

I did it! It's official, she's technically an adult as of today. In no shape or form did I do it tradionally, we've been homeless, live at a motel place to place here in the end, been through hell and than some but I managed to keep her safe, protect her no matter what, people can judge me I don't care I am a mother.. The hardest job ever... I didn't fail because now she's amazing, well rounded, smart, talented, respectable, polite, straight edged person. I did that! Your welcome John Paul Cote. You'd be proud of her.

Edited October 18, 2014 by kat

[kat (1)]

Its weird. I feel I just released 18 years of grief and pain about her dads death. This was like closure or something. After 18 year's he can rest now peacefully. RIP JP..thank you for giving me her.

[kat (1)]

Woke up happy. Now all I am focused on is having the life I want. My goals to get my finances in order by this time next year I want to have my own house, in the country near my job. My first week working in a rural community I said no way I won't last here, now I love the small towns I work in. I see all this big old historical homes or these old farm style homes on the market and I kinda just stop and think like one day, and the cost to buy homes in rural areas is great. I love the country now. I went to Detroit last week and I realized never again. I know it's coming back up but growing up there was enough. I want simple now. Cornfields and trees for miles and lake's. There is a community of private beaches along Dixie Highway than there's Lake Erie and even Northern Ohio is a good spot for cheap real estate.. Lots of options. I'm excited too be at a point in my life where I am finally over much of my past and now able to move forward. Have a possible normal life again.

[torn asunder]

Woke up happy. Now all I am focused on is having the life I want. My goals to get my finances in order by this time next year I want to have my own house, in the country near my job. My first week working in a rural community I said no way I won't last here, now I love the small towns I work in. I see all this big old historical homes or these old farm style homes on the market and I kinda just stop and think like one day, and the cost to buy homes in rural areas is great. I love the country now. I went to Detroit last week and I realized never again. I know it's coming back up but growing up there was enough. I want simple now. Cornfields and trees for miles and lake's. There is a community of private beaches along Dixie Highway than there's Lake Erie and even Northern Ohio is a good spot for cheap real estate.. Lots of options. I'm excited too be at a point in my life where I am finally over much of my past and now able to move forward. Have a possible normal life again.

glad to see this post! looks like you've got a great plan to act on, and a great attitude to go with it. keep it up, and i know you'll accomplish what you're aiming for!

[kat (1)]

glad to see this post! looks like you've got a great plan to act on, and a great attitude to go with it. keep it up, and i know you'll accomplish what you're aiming for!

Thank you:)

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel like I'm drinking coffee.

[EagleRose]

Drunk people are so much fun to watch as long as they don't have something dangerous in their possession like a knife or a gun or a car...

[EagleRose]

What's with all these black women looking like they haven't seen a hair brush, comb, or hair pic a day in their lives?

[EagleRose]

Hockey season is coming, means the suburbanites will be coming to trash Detroit again.

[kat (1)]

We got to shoot dancing big head zombies with paintball guns. I wanna play paintball for real though.. I'll take the pain of being shot with paint pellets.