How Are You Feeling?

[Illuminatrix]

I've been hit pretty badly with depression that has been building for the last three months. But right now, at the moment, I feel pretty good. I'm grateful for that. ^_^

[Troy Spiral (13)]

53 minutes ago, Illuminatrix said:

I've been hit pretty badly with depression that has been building for the last three months. But right now, at the moment, I feel pretty good. I'm grateful for that. ^_^

 

BTW what does "SCS, MI" mean.  SCS?

[Troy Spiral (13)]

5 hours ago, TronRP said:

Feeling totally elated! My niece ranked #1 at the Chemistry Fair that was held at Renaissance High tonight!!!

Great!   So how do I become your niece....  /ponders what the hell I mean by that....

[TronRP]

8 hours ago, Troy Spiral said:

Great!   So how do I become your niece....  /ponders what the hell I mean by that....

Understood though...

[kat (1)]

Pissed but I won't cry another tear for him.

Edited March 4, 2016 by kat

[creatureofthenyte]

Like I just sneezed.

[Michael8402]

Stuck and a bit depressed and upset.  I feel like I am on a bicycle on a treadmill watching people walking by as I peddle as hard as I can, not getting anywhere.  If I stop peddling, I will just go flying backwards and fall on my ass.  It's really frustrating and I don't know what to do about it.  I know that everyone goes through times in their lives where they feel like this and I have actually gone through it myself a few times before.  I always just bottled it up and ignored it.  It's just getting harder to ignore and I feel like it is starting to take a toll on my personality.  I never really wanted to be rich or famous or anything special so it's not like I have lofty goals that are impossible to reach.  I just want to be stable and some what comfortable.  I guess that is a bit to much to ask for though.

[kat (1)]

I feel like.

[phee]

Am I as far gone as I feel?

[kat (1)]

I feel like I just definitively was diagnosed with sleep apnea. I feel afraid. I don't want to be sick. I don't want to feel like I can't stay awake for more than a few hours at a time 

 I also feel like the doctor said yea I probably have a sleep apnea/narcolepsy combo but because my oxygen while sleeping is 81 percent he wasn't focused on narcolepsy the only reason he talked about narcolepsy was because I asked him why I only had 8 percent of REM sleep, normal people get 25 percent, that and the sleep doctor wrote it in the report that narcolepsy was a possibility but I need a daytime nap study The doctor said, because I told him I felt like I only had moments of lucidity, like being alert while awake, otherwise I feel like a zombie. He said, Oh yea, you're only getting superficial sleep and you're brain is deprived of oxygen.. Yea you probably do feel terrible. All the years I felt like shit,  I never suspected sleep apnea because I don't really snore so I hope that the surgery did improve my apnea..I don't want to be like this.

Edited March 10, 2016 by kat

[peelingchrome]

I feel like I need someone to hold me and tell me I'm pretty or whatever. I guess I'm just seeking attention tied with affection. 

[kat (1)]

1 minute ago, peelingchrome said:

I feel like I need someone to hold me and tell me I'm pretty or whatever. I guess I'm just seeking attention tied with affection. 

Hugs. 

[creatureofthenyte]

Like I want to go back to bed for the rest of the year.

[Michael8402]

Frustrated and tired.  I have been feeling sort of stuck lately.  Oh well.  Life goes on.

[peelingchrome]

I am feeling disconnected from my own life. It'll be OK though, I'll reconnect with it eventually. I'll just feel disoriented until then.

[kat (1)]

I'm sleepy. 

[Michael8402]

I don't want to work today.

[creatureofthenyte]

Coffee 

[kat (1)]

Oh peachy. Everything is just fine and wonderful!!!!

[creatureofthenyte]

I have gas 😇

[kat (1)]

I feel like people should be direct and not go assuming things because that's how real problems are started. 

[kat (1)]

Are there moral standards anymore or is everything really just this....

[kat (1)]

I don't know why I care if a person let's a guy talk shit and disrespect them, especially if that person don't. 

I'll get banned but I won't be disrespected or accused of something someone assumed. I don't care anymore. 

Edited March 14, 2016 by kat

[kat (1)]

Nothing this stupid have I ever encountered. My god. 

[creatureofthenyte]

Like I'm eating cereal.