How Are You Feeling?

[kat (1)]

My hair is ridiculous.  I am sooo done with this.  I don't know what to do with it.

[TronRP]

It feels like I haven't been online in almost FOREVER!!!

I had to file a claim against a representative at a moving and storage company a few days ago and it took a tole on me mentally since the investigation is ongoing. Then life happened. Now I've finally gotten the chance to sit down and say HI to everyone. 

[kat (1)]

2 hours ago, TronRP said:

It feels like I haven't been online in almost FOREVER!!!

I had to file a claim against a representative at a moving and storage company a few days ago and it took a tole on me mentally since the investigation is ongoing. Then life happened. Now I've finally gotten the chance to sit down and say HI to everyone. 

Yay! I missed you. 

[phee]

My therapist tells me that I should try talking to my dead parent to help me grieve..... why does that sound so ridiculous to me?

[kat (1)]

23 minutes ago, phee said:

My therapist tells me that I should try talking to my dead parent to help me grieve..... why does that sound so ridiculous to me?

It sounds like he or she is using a particular model of therapy, "the four tasks of grieving". The goal is to try and get a person "unstuck" and this specific suggestions purpose is to attempt to still maintain a connection to that person who has passed. 

It actually sounds like Gestalt therapy too. It is useful when people are dealing with existential crises...I believe. 

[phee]

1 hour ago, kat said:

It sounds like he or she is using a particular model of therapy, "the four tasks of grieving". The goal is to try and get a person "unstuck" and this specific suggestions purpose is to attempt to still maintain a connection to that person who has passed. 

It actually sounds like Gestalt therapy too. It is useful when people are dealing with existential crises...I believe. 

I think I might be better off writing to them... because talking to them just makes me feel like an idiot.

[kat (1)]

1 hour ago, phee said:

I think I might be better off writing to them... because talking to them just makes me feel like an idiot.

I did that myself and I think it was helpful. 

[kat (1)]

I can't believe it is true.  My cousin Angelique has died today.  I am numb right now and in denial.  She was getting better.  

[kat (1)]

Wtf! Now what omg😢

[TronRP]

Feeling too exhausted to post much right now. Literally almost passed out trying to read emails.

[TronRP]

6 hours ago, kat said:

I can't believe it is true.  My cousin Angelique has died today.  I am numb right now and in denial.  She was getting better.  

[kat (1)]

13 hours ago, TronRP said:

Thank you. 

 

[Michael8402]

I am starting to feel as though I am full of self doubt and frustration.  It is a rather annoying feeling.  I come up with all sorts of great plans and ideas but I don't seem to be able to achieve my goals.  Maybe it is my fate to be in a constant state of sailing against the wind.  I will try to keep my chin up and continue on but it is becoming increasingly more difficult.

[kat (1)]

They are saying it wasn't drugs that she literally went to sleep and just  stopped breathing😢

[sekhmet2002]

On 8/23/2016 at 9:36 PM, kat said:

I can't believe it is true.  My cousin Angelique has died today.  I am numb right now and in denial.  She was getting better.  

I'm so sorry to hear this Kat. *Hugs*

[Troy Spiral (13)]

On 8/23/2016 at 9:36 PM, kat said:

I can't believe it is true.  My cousin Angelique has died today.  I am numb right now and in denial.  She was getting better.  

[Troy Spiral (13)]

Feel asleep walking... twice. First fall no big deal second one hurt. Just straight metal exhaustion turned physical. Never used to get headaches' get em all the time now. But... there is shit to be done. Magic fairy isn't gonna do it.

 

Now mom is worse... fuck my ptsd cannot deal with like a full Meijer shopping experience.

[Trene4000]

Happy 

[kat (1)]

On 8/25/2016 at 1:26 AM, Troy Spiral said:

 

On 8/24/2016 at 11:14 PM, sekhmet2002 said:

I'm so sorry to hear this Kat. *Hugs*

Thank you both❤

Edited August 28, 2016 by kat

[Troy Spiral (13)]

Awesome.

[Troy Spiral (13)]

By Awesome I mean  Back, Legs, Head and now Stomach and "all over"  either hurt or feel "swollen" or just...  shitty for lack of a technical term.  

 

[phee]

I feel like when it's my turn, someone else's problems tell me to go back the beginning of the line and wait.

[kat (1)]

Happy for my brother! 

[kat (1)]

I need you, I want you.

[Michael8402]

Not feeling the best about myself.  I hate it when I get into these funks.  Blah

For some reason I feel like I should say "It's 3am, I must be lonely.."

Edited September 3, 2016 by Michael8402