How Are You Feeling?

[punk_princess]

missing my bff

[Oh_My_Goth]

Paranoid & a little crazy :

[Rev.Reverence]

I've felt that way for years.

Speaking of which, the way I'm feeling right now, is I HATE MY MOTHER. I wish the fucked-up bint would just DIE, and quit dragging me back into her melodramatic bullshit. She is USELESS. How can someone be on welfare their entire adult life? I've lived in the fucking street before, and have never taken a government hand-out. I would rather sell my soul to the devil, first. The part of my life, where I had a useless drunken barfly/doormat mother, is something I would much rather forget about FOREVER.

Harsh words for me, I know. I seriously HATE her, though. I hate her enough to have forgotten about her forever already-- if only she would quit trying to contact me, trying to sponge my hard-earned money.

I can truly say, I know how you feel.

...but, as MY-BINT has been thourally banished...& there are funz for the weekend...I am pretty geeked.

[Oh_My_Goth]

Crappy.

[Rev.Reverence]

Crappy.

*more kissez*

[Oh_My_Goth]

*le sigh*

I just wanna go home.. I need a cuddle

[Invictus]

Soooooore.

[hunhee]

Truly touched by really nice words sent to me via email from a high school friend long ago, nearly lost in the muddle of life.

Feeling thankful to have been graced with wonderful people in my life. *sniffles*

[TygerLili]

A little sore.

[Rev.Reverence]

..good...

[jynxxxedangel]

Heartbroken.

They've just left for the airport, and now, I'm all alone again.

[pomba gira]

Deeply content after a wonderful night

Looking forward to tomorrow's photo shoot

Relieved to have got the serpent egg incubation temp stabilized

[jynxxxedangel]

Way beyond empty inside..

I really shouldn't be alone right now, as my lonesome mind is running away with me.

Edited July 24, 2009 by jynxxxedangel

[StormKnight (1)]

Rather frustrated that 2 series of blots didn't turn out right, and that means a sunday trip into work to start the correction.

[TygerLili]

Soooo tired. Really wishing I didn't have to work tonight.

Like a big change might be coming in my life very soon, but I am afraid to say any more about it and have it fall through.

[TitsMcGee]

fucking exhausted.

[Scales]

Tired, but far from ready to be out.

[phee]

Grouchy....

And whiney....

and... like I want Eclair Cake.

[Guest Megalicious]

fuck ... I had a huge response and it just cleared..

I am feeling better .. but still stressed.

Things are becoming clearer. I am just not sure what is that I am doing ... not only here but IN GENERAL.

Do I want to commit to something I have NO passion for? or I guess the question is do I HAVE passion for it?

I need some fucking answers... from myself. I guess this is what THIS is all about.

Miogi son is an asshole goat. He keeps stealing my shoes from the porch.

Fuck.. I have worked insanely hard ...

THIS IS NOT HOME ANYMORE, Michigan is not home either .. I have no home, and well .. right now that is the least of my worries.

The day started out crappy... but I feel much better then I did...

All these question and no answers .... .....

I WANT WILLOW!!!!! grrrrr...

[StormKnight (1)]

Like cuddling off to sleep would be a good thing.

[Eevee]

Kinda...really upset.

[Slogo]

like i should be bad

[phee]

Suckatude

[Guest Megalicious]

Like Kee is asleep ...

Like this silence is making me deaf.

With the silence comes the demons... in interminable thought.

Sometimes my train of thought is a little ... graphic and ... scary.

Like Bri has dug out some crazy shit LOL ... on my behalf. I love him to death =)

I am really thinking about doing this? I AM FUCKING INSANE. (the answer is YES lol I am insane... but in a REALLY GOOD WAY *wink*).

This is the adventure that I asked for ... is this living? or is that instant gratification..... ?

Yeah. Can you tell I am bored LOL.

*note to self, must find unconvetional gift for J and D anniversary*

I need a new pair of boots for Saturday ... but I am not going to find what I am looking for here in town *thehhehe*.

I need something to do that does not require a lot of thought .. its the thinking that gets me in trouble... *sigh*

[jynxxxedangel]

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Edited July 25, 2009 by jynxxxedangel