Oh_My_Goth Posted August 6, 2009 Posted August 6, 2009 Like Me body is trying to get sick.. But I won't let it
GothicRavenGoddess (3) Posted August 6, 2009 Posted August 6, 2009 Like this is a marvelous idea... let's have a cuddle party! See, I am a genius LOL ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- I am feeling that: I am no where near ready to move on, but am ready to move forward. I think that I'll be ok. I'm still a bit sad over the whole thing, but I'm ok. I'm still alive. I'm still here. I had a moment of weakness that I overcame, due to some very chatty friends. But the important thing is: I didn't give in the weak thought. Though it might have been stupid/selfish/whatever, IT WA JUST A THOUGHT! that's it... I feel stronger than I did a few days ago.... not by much, but I'm getting there breath by breath, day bay day, step by agonizing step. I'll make it through... and maybe, one day, I'll find someone who wants to marry my poor ass LOL but right now, I'm not worried about such things. I've come to grips with the fact that I may not have children. In the event that I do get married one day, I hope that adopting a child, is still an option. BUT as I said, I won't worry about that. Day by day, baby steps... so.. i move forward and get back on track. Look for a job, however low paying it is (I mean seriously, below minimun is better than what I'm making right now - which is NOTHING!), set some more goals, and come up with a different life plan. The one I had before just isn't going to work anymore. Espicially if I plan to continue to live in the state of MI.... so yeah.. I'm ok.
jynxxxedangel Posted August 6, 2009 Posted August 6, 2009 Physically sick, due to stress. I really need a "soul hug" from my absent husband.
Destroit Posted August 6, 2009 Posted August 6, 2009 Could be better could be worse, happy that we should be moving into our new little house in the quasi-ghetto in about two weeks, but unhappy still about what's going on with Gitzie's health. She seems very happy and not at all uncomfortable at the moment, so who knows, she may last a lonnng lonnng time.
phee Posted August 6, 2009 Posted August 6, 2009 Like the power just went out at our work... and is now running on the back up battery.
TitsMcGee Posted August 6, 2009 Posted August 6, 2009 I'm amused as hell right now. I am also slightly worried about that stupid hurricane still, but at least it won't hit them till next week sometime.
Guest Megalicious Posted August 6, 2009 Posted August 6, 2009 Like I heart you so much, thank you for the " I care" message. It means a lot. I feel like I smell all flower like (mostly gardenia) but I have NO IDEA WHY... I feel like watching a bar filled with drunk friends, singing Karoke is SO MUCH MORE FUN when you are sober LOL. I feel like this is coming to an end - back to reality, back to life, back to school, back to no time ect. I feel like I have something to say. *nods* I feel like tonight it will be painting. I will be painting with someone else in the first time in 2 years. I heart Adam, but something tells me it will be a bit more then I bargined for, but I'm up for the adventure, I AM ALWAYS up for an adventure.
pomba gira Posted August 6, 2009 Posted August 6, 2009 (edited) Really, really tired of having half my kitchen space unusable and looking like an abandoned crack house. Kind'a like this: Edited August 6, 2009 by pomba gira
phee Posted August 6, 2009 Posted August 6, 2009 I feel that all of the strange issues are oozing forth at the place of my employement now.
Guest Megalicious Posted August 7, 2009 Posted August 7, 2009 *yawns* Sunburnt. And like it is time for a cat nap. I can see the flip flop lines on my bare feet
Guest Megalicious Posted August 7, 2009 Posted August 7, 2009 I feel that all of the strange issues are oozing forth at the place of my employement now. I feel that sounds as if it can not be a good thing, Phee. *shakes head*
ManicQueen Posted August 7, 2009 Posted August 7, 2009 (edited) Very lonely and heart broken. It's doubtful that I will find happiness with someone again. I feel like I am longing for companionship so bad it hurts. I just want to be held :( I feel like I am tired of crying all the time and being an emotional wreck. I feel tired of chasing something that doesn't want to be chased, yet I still try... I am proud of myself and that I've got some good clean time under my belt right now so at least that is going well. Edited August 7, 2009 by ManicQueen
creatureofthenyte Posted August 7, 2009 Posted August 7, 2009 I feel that while reading in another thread, I discovered that Phee likes Fear Factory. I feel that while making this discovery,which made me smile, I flashed back to one night back in 1994, when I was priveledged to see Fear Factory perform here in Ct, in a small nightclub that no longer exists. At the moment, I feel that my favorite Fear Factory song is Dog Day Sunrise.
TygerLili Posted August 7, 2009 Posted August 7, 2009 Impatient. Restless. Like I wish I could push the fast forward button right now.
pomba gira Posted August 7, 2009 Posted August 7, 2009 Glad that someone finally saw fit to give me the estimate they promised me Deer-in-the-headlights because it's almost twice the original estimates Apprehensive about the process of going after the previous owner
Guest Megalicious Posted August 7, 2009 Posted August 7, 2009 A little grumpy, I could only find 15.... which makes sense, it's not a item that sells in large amounts LOL. I feel like all the glitter on her mouse ears has shed off for the most part, and is now all over my room here. I made the mistake of pulling them all out at once. I feel - tired, yet excited. Fashion district here I come (not till a lot later!). I know its a really dangerous part of town but I know my way around. Where I can go and where I CAN'T. The view of the 101 will be stunning I have the perfect spot, where I can love as much as want, to show as MUCH as I want, and have no ill effects .. it will be beautiful and I wish I could share it and I am in a way, but not in a normal way, and not with it's intended audience. I feel I need to make sandwhiches .. LOTS of them. This is not Detroit.... there will be many...... and most will not be friendly.
StormKnight (1) Posted August 7, 2009 Posted August 7, 2009 Like I am being stalked by someone with more issues than Comic Con.
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