How Are You Feeling?

[jynxxxedangel]

I feel the same about not making it to funeral. I have no worries about lightning strike me. I just feel like a terrible friend for her. I know we try to get there. I just suck at reading directions. I should not have relied on a technology device, with my IQ. I am sorry Jynxx.

(My self esteem is normally not like this. I am just not me at the moment.)

I am so fucking angry now at different things. I know I should just suck it up and move on. I will do that. But right now, it just frustrating and I need to vent. When I get mad, my potty mouth comes out. I just want to fucking scream right now. I am still nice, even when I am mad. To me, that is fuck up. It like how, can I be mad and nice, at the same time. Something has to be fucking wrong with me. I think I should just become a bitch. In reality, I could not become a bitch. It not in my nature. Damn. I am going to log off and try to read again. Reading has always been an escape for me.

I did not mean that it was your fault we didn't make it down there, dear! I was a dumb ass, and should have googled it, before I even rattled your cage about going! I've just been busy with so much other (unimportant ) stuff in my life, that I have been forgetting important details of my own well-being, and those of others'. The court might as well have sentenced me to a fucking chain gang, because that's how I feel about it. What a waste of many valuable hours of my life, that I will NEVER get back.

Time to go break rocks. Catch me on Gmail chat later, whoever has my Gmail address. *sigh*

[pomba gira]

Extremely annoyed at Zynga because their stupid game "update" keeps glitching my iPhone and disappearing calls... including one from Jynxxxie and Dragonluv in their moment of need.

Annoyed by Facebook's ever-increasing glitch level

Frustrated by the four snakelets that STILL refuse to feed

I am so fucking angry now at different things. I know I should just suck it up and move on. I will do that. But right now, it just frustrating and I need to vent. When I get mad, my potty mouth comes out. I just want to fucking scream right now. I am still nice, even when I am mad. To me, that is fuck up. It like how, can I be mad and nice, at the same time. Something has to be fucking wrong with me. I think I should just become a bitch. In reality, I could not become a bitch. It not in my nature. Damn. I am going to log off and try to read again. Reading has always been an escape for me.

You could NEVER be a bitch, lovey... you are the absolute sweetest, kindest person I've ever known. Vent away, we all have times when we need to. And being "mad and nice", well, just means you can get angry without acting it out in some hurtful or destructive way. Sometimes I wish I could go back to the scream-&-throw-things mode... but I can't, that me no longer exists. Thank all the gods.

*big mega hugs*

[Rev.Reverence]

Fuckin' great...pain cut in half again...& phee made me listen to a cool assed song, than made me thing of another cool assed song from our yesteryears...

[Guest Megalicious]

Tired, and grateful I don't have to pay attention in this class. Nap time.

[Oh_My_Goth]

Frustrated

[Rev.Reverence]

Frustrated

...like hugging her ^

I feel great, if not a lil' sore...

[Slogo]

guardedly well

[jynxxxedangel]

Trapped by bureauocracy.

[Oh_My_Goth]

Positive

[Guest Megalicious]

Positive

Ditto

[dragonluv]

Oh my. I don't think I have ever seen you angry. *hugs*

Thank you. Hugs

Jynxie and Dragon-Thank you for making an effort to come to the funeral. I totally understand, it was a long way from here. Hugs to both of you.

I feel exhausted, among other things. I feel the need to tell everyone special in my life how much that they mean to me.

It what we wanted. To be there for you. Hugs

I did not mean that it was your fault we didn't make it down there, dear! I was a dumb ass, and should have googled it, before I even rattled your cage about going! I've just been busy with so much other (unimportant ) stuff in my life, that I have been forgetting important details of my own well-being, and those of others'. The court might as well have sentenced me to a fucking chain gang, because that's how I feel about it. What a waste of many valuable hours of my life, that I will NEVER get back.

Time to go break rocks. Catch me on Gmail chat later, whoever has my Gmail address. *sigh*

I understand you were saying it not my fault. I just felt responsible. You are not a dumb ass. You are smart and beautiful. Hugs.

Extremely annoyed at Zynga because their stupid game "update" keeps glitching my iPhone and disappearing calls... including one from Jynxxxie and Dragonluv in their moment of need.

Annoyed by Facebook's ever-increasing glitch level

Frustrated by the four snakelets that STILL refuse to feed

You could NEVER be a bitch, lovey... you are the absolute sweetest, kindest person I've ever known. Vent away, we all have times when we need to. And being "mad and nice", well, just means you can get angry without acting it out in some hurtful or destructive way. Sometimes I wish I could go back to the scream-&-throw-things mode... but I can't, that me no longer exists. Thank all the gods.

*big mega hugs*

I have a smart phone, so I understand they can be a headaches at times. Thank you for your kind words. Hope your babies will stop being stubborn and start eating. Hugs.

I am still upset. Plus, I do not feel good. This dragon climbs up the rock. When this dragon sits on the rock, she open her jaw and sreamssssssssssssssssss. I know, I am silly. I am going to log off, take some medicine and then try to take a nap.

[Slogo]

bored

[pomba gira]

Better, since I went to the gym. Not so fat & lazy.

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

like my room is over run with crap.. and that my bed is getting way too small... *sigh*

[Lillylu29]

wants someone to cuddle me.... :/

[TheLordOfSins]

Exstatic!

[Brenda Starrr]

Pretty damned good, despite some asshole trying to run 2 of my coworkers and me as we crossed Willis in Midtown.

[creatureofthenyte]

Like I sent a pm. Like if I had read a few more posts Before sending the pm, I would have seen that the pm was unnecesary.

Like said pm, is now going to be "Moot on delivery".

[RosyBlue]

Feeling loved but also depressed.

[jynxxxedangel]

Feeling grumpy, and put-out. I was just starting to get my best sleep, dammit! So far, since I've woken up--

1) I've ripped a pair of pants putting them on

2) I found a bunch of things my cats got into last night, while I was sleeping

3) I can't BREATHE, due to allergies

4) I realise there are a lot of things that need to be done online and around the house, that I

won't be able to get to until after 5pm this evening.

5) I realise that I won't have any money to eat lunch while I'm at this stupid class, nor do I

have anything I can take with me.

[Rev.Reverence]

Oi...I can't send Junior to school...he is FAR to emotional (he has moods, & they are a' swingin')...

"Lucky The Rat Memorial Thread" to start sooner than later...

[Guest Megalicious]

Oi...I can't send Junior to school...he is FAR to emotional (he has moods, & they are a' swingin')...

"Lucky The Rat Memorial Thread" to start sooner than later...

Oh no.

I feel extremely tired - but today is a new day. I just wish it wasn't starting out with The Nursing societal role and theory. I can feel the boredom already.

[StormKnight (1)]

Eh, awake...and doing early morning caffeine. Not a good sign

[Rev.Reverence]

...like, I want to choke some hippies right now...

..& my punkrocker, for wanting to cover THIS SONG...

.........but, it WILL be cool as shit IF / WHEN I can program it out...

[Guest Megalicious]

blah, blah, blah, blah..... Orem is somewhat interesting, but not 2 HOURS interesting. JFC.

Besides this fact I find myself in a wonderful mood.

I feel like I smell like flowers.

I feel like I will get coffee SOON!