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I feel pretty damn good :)

:jamin GREAT TO HEAR LUV! :kiss

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feeling ok today :)

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Like my libido has died, and taken my sanity with it...

combination of depression, never ending girl issues because of my PCOS, and no insurance or job, has lead me to this point. There is something wrong with me, and I have no money to fix it. *sigh*

The depression, now, is a direct result of my PCOS going wacky on me... I don't even want to be touched, really.... *sigh* even my cat's presence in the bed at night (he always sleeps in my arms) is starting to annoy me, though I don't sleep as well, when he's not in bed...

Everything, and everyone is starting to get on my nerves. and its not their fault. asking them not to do this or that is like asking them not to be human. ugh. I hate myself right now. and not in the low self esteem sort of self loathing. I'm talking about the "my body and mind are fucking up on me and I can't even stand to be in the same room with them!" sort of way....

I just want to be left alone, but I don't want to be left in solitude. Nothing makes sense anymore, and I'm constantly in a foul mood... like I said.. everything's getting under my skin....

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Like Percocet is my best friend.

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Nervous.

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...ICH EIN DAS UBERMENCH...

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I really, REALLY miss my husband, right now. :sad:

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I am feeling pretty fucking amazing. Something tells me when I am old and dying and thinking of "better days" this day will come to mind. :)

*super huge bear hugs* to GRG and Jynxxie

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Like the damned world has been lifted off my shoulders. I feel better then I have in weeks, maybe even months!!!

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...meh...topseyturvey...

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hungry

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combination of depression, never ending girl issues because of my PCOS, and no insurance or job, has lead me to this point. There is something wrong with me, and I have no money to fix it. *sigh*

*hugs*

I am right there with you (without the depression) -- except I HAVE insurance and STILL can't afford to fix it (my insurance doesn't cover a dime of what I need done). :X ... probably never will, surgery is so expensive.

Well, MAYBE if a nationalized health plan goes into effect since my issues are a direct result of a previous surgery.

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Irritated as hell. Just found out I have to buy a whole new acrylic kit for state boards..and in fact I have to buy two since when I go to boards the primer and monomer liquid must be sealed and unopened because it has to be odorless. There's $40 more bucks down the tubes, because no one at the school mentioned this crap till today, so an odorless kit wasn't ordered in the first place. ARGH!

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Beaten, but not defeated.

Worried

Like it's never good enough and will never be enough.

Stubborn

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Drained still.... want pizza

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...sad..very sad...

This is an old one. Glad to hear you are doing better. Hugs

Nonexistent and inconsequential.

If I may, say some words. Remember that thread you post about your anniversary, about how long you been on DGN, and the responses you got. Remember that on days, when you feel blue. If I may, hugs.

Sad. Found a classmate from high school on facebook and added him only to find out from another classmate that he died two years ago.

That would be sad to hear. If I may hugs.

Disappointed sad.gif

I see you are doing better since this. I am glad you and your honey are doing better. You guys are so good for each other. Hugs.

Deeply displeased to discover that the county health plan does not, in fact, pay for EITHER of the antidepressants I need to stay functional. And the company that makes Wellbutrin wants you to have an "advocate" to apply to get it free/low-cost. Would've been nice to find this out before I actually ran out.

That sucks. Hugs.

Like my libido has died, and taken my sanity with it...

combination of depression, never ending girl issues because of my PCOS, and no insurance or job, has lead me to this point. There is something wrong with me, and I have no money to fix it. *sigh*

The depression, now, is a direct result of my PCOS going wacky on me... I don't even want to be touched, really.... *sigh* even my cat's presence in the bed at night (he always sleeps in my arms) is starting to annoy me, though I don't sleep as well, when he's not in bed...

Everything, and everyone is starting to get on my nerves. and its not their fault. asking them not to do this or that is like asking them not to be human. ugh. I hate myself right now. and not in the low self esteem sort of self loathing. I'm talking about the "my body and mind are fucking up on me and I can't even stand to be in the same room with them!" sort of way....

I just want to be left alone, but I don't want to be left in solitude. Nothing makes sense anymore, and I'm constantly in a foul mood... like I said.. everything's getting under my skin....

If I may, offer some words. Contiue to vent, that will help. Hugs.

Irritated as hell. Just found out I have to buy a whole new acrylic kit for state boards..and in fact I have to buy two since when I go to boards the primer and monomer liquid must be sealed and unopened because it has to be odorless. There's $40 more bucks down the tubes, because no one at the school mentioned this crap till today, so an odorless kit wasn't ordered in the first place. ARGH!

I had a similar problem in school. That is not happy news. If I may, hugs.

Beaten, but not defeated.

Worried

Like it's never good enough and will never be enough.

Stubborn

If I may, say some words. You got the right spirit. If I may, hugs

I am sleepy.

May everyone have a great weekend. smile.gif

hugs,

april

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Drained still.... want pizza

I can not deliver pizza through internet. However, give technology time and you never know. LOL. I have a silly side. I hope you can get some rest soon. Hugs.

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i has a chocolate bar. yay me

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Irritated as hell. Just found out I have to buy a whole new acrylic kit for state boards..and in fact I have to buy two since when I go to boards the primer and monomer liquid must be sealed and unopened because it has to be odorless. There's $40 more bucks down the tubes, because no one at the school mentioned this crap till today, so an odorless kit wasn't ordered in the first place. ARGH!

This makes much more sense now that I have read it correctly. 'State' boards, not 'skate boards.' Sorry you are having such a tough time.

I can not deliver pizza through internet. However, give technology time and you never know. LOL. I have a silly side. I hope you can get some rest soon. Hugs.

Will this help?

I am being completely ridiculous and bellyaching and ballyhooing over my injured back and (highly likely) resultant job loss. It's not a cut and dry "work-related injury," so I don't think I'd qualify for compensation there. And it was a temp job through a temp agency. Honestly, I have no idea how that works anyway or precisely what's wrong with me. What I do know is that it hurts too much to sit or stand for more than 30 minutes at a time and I'm really more at the ludicrous sloth-like slow motion panic tinged with defeatism stage and not ready to deal with solutions yet. I will work on that tomorrow. Today was beer and cocoa and ibuprofen and television and acting like a baby day. I'll be proactive tomorrow. I'm already making a list of small things I can get done in 5 minute increments without re-injuring my back and still have a good day.

One thing I'll say. I now have so much more empathy and respect for those living with chronic pain conditions. Wow. Even sleeping is exhausting and nerve-wracking. I had no idea. Hugs to everyone, especially GRG right now, for what you are going through.

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Pretty darn good :p

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Cheeky.. like a smart ass :stuart:

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thanks, everyone, for all your hugs and good vibes.

I just wish the PCOS would go away... at this point, I could care less if I ever have children, I just want to not be in a constant state of PMS... yes, constant... *sigh*

:cry:

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tired and like im getting a cold... and children wont listen to me.... and my brother takes advantage of his staying here.... and just tired....

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tired and like im getting a cold... and children wont listen to me.... and my brother takes advantage of his staying here.... and just tired....

Just think of Big Italian Boobs

(Fuck the grammar nazis. That shit should be capitalized)

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Just think of Big Italian Boobs

(Fuck the grammar nazis. That shit should be capitalized)

:lick:drool:drool:lick:whip

*evil grins* you are so not right for that! LOL

But I am smiling!

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