KatRN05 Posted April 12, 2012 Posted April 12, 2012 I hate that I've been feeling like I'm going to vomit after I work out. I almost puked after krav last monday and yesterday's kickboxing class. I'm not doing anything different. Maybe it's just my body getting accustomed to working out intensely. It's frustrating.
Destroit Posted April 12, 2012 Posted April 12, 2012 I hate how life takes you exactly where you DIDN'T want to end up. Pretty much the only good thing in my life is Raven now. Everything else is a heaping pile of shit. I wish there was a way out of it, for instance, I had to consolidate my credits so I can be a substitute teacher, a job that I would rather pull my teeth out without Novocaine than work, to support the kid that I knew from the moment I was five years old that I didn't ever want to have. I think that's called "irony", but when it happens to you personally, it's not that funny anymore . I can honestly say for the first time in a long time that I'm genuinely NOT happy with my existence right now...not one bit.
boshy Posted April 13, 2012 Posted April 13, 2012 I hate how life takes you exactly where you DIDN'T want to end up. Pretty much the only good thing in my life is Raven now. Everything else is a heaping pile of shit. I wish there was a way out of it, for instance, I had to consolidate my credits so I can be a substitute teacher, a job that I would rather pull my teeth out without Novocaine than work, to support the kid that I knew from the moment I was five years old that I didn't ever want to have. I think that's called "irony", but when it happens to you personally, it's not that funny anymore . I can honestly say for the first time in a long time that I'm genuinely NOT happy with my existence right now...not one bit. you know i understand. at least you got raven.
Rayne Posted April 17, 2012 Posted April 17, 2012 Annoyed. Really? I wake up an hour and a half before my alarm and can't get back to sleep? Oh well, half an hour left now before I have to get the kids up and off to school.
KatRN05 Posted April 17, 2012 Posted April 17, 2012 (edited) I am so happy. Edited April 17, 2012 by KatRN05
Class-Punk Posted April 18, 2012 Posted April 18, 2012 (edited) The last time I got sick there was at least three times as much blood as normal. I haven't completed the split I started last week because walking makes me gag. I'm waiting with anticipation for the date I can go to the hospital to get ulcer medication even though I'm borrowing some in the meantime. Edited April 18, 2012 by Coffeenated
Troy Spiral (13) Posted April 19, 2012 Author Posted April 19, 2012 Empathetic toward the above people.
phee Posted April 20, 2012 Posted April 20, 2012 "To Hell.... with humanity.... the more I see.... the less I believe."
Slogo Posted April 21, 2012 Posted April 21, 2012 I just unzipped and pulled my long neck out for the first time in a long time...it's great to watch my hand slide up and down it...it feels SOOOO good. I am, of course, talking about my bass
kat (1) Posted April 22, 2012 Posted April 22, 2012 (edited) Froggy, irrational and insane... Edited April 22, 2012 by kat
deadcoldgothgirl Posted April 23, 2012 Posted April 23, 2012 I'm really tired. I also feel overwhelmed. I have so much that I have to do within the next 24 hours. It's making me even more tired just thinking about it.
deadcoldgothgirl Posted April 24, 2012 Posted April 24, 2012 I'm tired and I have a headache. I think I need a smoke.
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