kat (1) Posted October 13, 2012 Posted October 13, 2012 Torn apart, I held on for so long for someone to kill me inside. I LOVED HIM AND HE WOULDN'T CARE IF I WAS DEAD...he'd probably be happy because he won his twisted game....I never wanted this..I
Class-Punk Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 I just remembered I've got an unopened bag of potato chips hidden under the blanket of my bed, so I feel that I'm gonna make a sandwich.
Ice Queen (1) Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 I have an energy inside that needs to get out, but I am trapped by my day job and responsibilities. I am not meant for regular humdrum, day to day bull crap! I have sooo many other things I should be doing and working on. So, in a nutshell: frustrated, trapped, and like I missed my chance.
RockGod_66 Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 I'm feeling fresh like a mothafucka. That's right what's up now????
kat (1) Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 How backwards is it to lose someone for the rest of my life all because I love them and felt drawn to them. Deep down, he had to know that...
kat (1) Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 (edited) ... Edited October 14, 2012 by kat
kat (1) Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 (edited) Despite how bad this hurts to let you go, despite how sad inside I am over this, I have to thank you because you made me feel something I never thought I would feel again. I hope one day someone in this world and this life can spark a feeling of love inside you for them the way you have for me. You may not care to understand why I feel positive feelings for you..and if I knew why maybe I could have said it in a more practical way..but I didn't know how..I only knew that what I feel was something I wanted to hold forever. This sucks. Edited October 14, 2012 by kat
Class-Punk Posted October 15, 2012 Posted October 15, 2012 Accidental caffeine intoxication. I might do crazier things wired than what I would do drunk.
kat (1) Posted October 15, 2012 Posted October 15, 2012 I feel dizzy. My head feels like its spinning but I am 99 percent sure it is derieved from my anxiety. I wish I had something to relax me this morning.
kat (1) Posted October 16, 2012 Posted October 16, 2012 I made him important to me, I now am contemplating him not there in my life..I can't even picture that but he wanted it. My intuition and gut feelings were wrong..and he's gone,
TronRP Posted October 16, 2012 Posted October 16, 2012 Feeling extremely confused...as much of a recluse as I am, I feel I may be too social for DGN. I am not sure how this is supposed to work, but with every attempt I have made to hang with members here, there are forces that mark the contrary... I either leave a place too soon or DGN members seem afraid to approach members on a dance floor or timing and money always seem to be an issue. I figured that offering to buy someone a drink would make them more open to seeking me out...boy was that ever a miss. I don't have outside friends... I don't drink... I don't smoke... I don't do drugs... I don't have a relationship... Standing on the outside looking in, my life pretty much sucks. I always thought it would be cool to find and hang out with like minded individuals...I guess I didn't think that through. If I'm a recluse anti-social outcast looking for a recluse anti-social outcast the outcome would dictate that neither the two shall meet. Likewise, given a social outcast seeking an anti-social outcast yields the same results. sou to itte mo, dou sureba ii deshou ka...
Class-Punk Posted October 16, 2012 Posted October 16, 2012 That familiar feeling that only one or two handfuls of people care about one's existence is unending and primordial from my perspective.
eatdirt426 Posted October 17, 2012 Posted October 17, 2012 Broke... if you were to empty my pockets moths would fly out.
Shaun Posted October 17, 2012 Posted October 17, 2012 (edited) Tired and bored Edited October 17, 2012 by Shaun
kat (1) Posted October 17, 2012 Posted October 17, 2012 Aware of what is happening at this moment.
Illuminatrix Posted October 20, 2012 Posted October 20, 2012 I'm feeling chipper, though I had a rough night.
kat (1) Posted October 20, 2012 Posted October 20, 2012 I feel amused. I love how people think they can predict what I am all about.
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