kat (1) Posted October 30, 2012 Posted October 30, 2012 I would rather be in labor, at least the outcome is good but this, who knows. I hate venting on here but I have nowhere else:-( I don't mean to be obnoxious.
TronRP Posted October 31, 2012 Posted October 31, 2012 Sick and shaken. I thought the nightmares had subsided somewhat by now
Ice Queen (1) Posted October 31, 2012 Posted October 31, 2012 Hungry? What the hell? I am never hungry this early in the day. Usually, the stress keeps me nauseated and I can't eat until the afternoon. Just because I am hungry, doesn't mean I have an appetite, ugh. I feel I should eat, dropping 20 lbs without trying in a matter of a few months usually is not a good thing, health wise. I am really not into the emaciated look. I am feeling a piece of toast with some peanut butter may be a good compromise.
TronRP Posted October 31, 2012 Posted October 31, 2012 Sick due to my condition Excited because of the day Exhausted thinking of all I still have to do Worried I can't get it all done Happy I've got coffee
Class-Punk Posted October 31, 2012 Posted October 31, 2012 I feel that I put just a little too much sugar in my coffee, and its almost the equivalent of two cups, in a giant plastic cup.. so it is time to get coffeenated.
TronRP Posted November 1, 2012 Posted November 1, 2012 just had someone guess my age to be 19 or 20. You're really going to love this My sister saw your "no makeup" post and thought you were 17...
Slogo Posted November 1, 2012 Posted November 1, 2012 (edited) You're really going to love this My sister saw your "no makeup" post and thought you were 17... FYI... 30 in December Edited November 1, 2012 by Slogo
kat (1) Posted November 1, 2012 Posted November 1, 2012 Lonely, and nothing stimulates or excites me.
kat (1) Posted November 1, 2012 Posted November 1, 2012 I'm sad, real sad. I'm not good enough, pretty enough, smart enough. There is nothing about me that matters..noone needs me. Anti depressants don't help me because this is real, it's just matter of fact. I been too dark too depressed too long. I'm tired. nobody even cares about me, I'm just entertainment and always have been.
TronRP Posted November 2, 2012 Posted November 2, 2012 I'm sad, real sad. I'm not good enough, pretty enough, smart enough. There is nothing about me that matters..noone needs me. Anti depressants don't help me because this is real, it's just matter of fact. I been too dark too depressed too long. I'm tired. nobody even cares about me, I'm just entertainment and always have been. Wanna come play dress up...always works for me...
TronRP Posted November 2, 2012 Posted November 2, 2012 Currently feeling rushed...oversleeping pushed everything back 8 hours...but I wouldn't trade anything for the fun I had at City Club last night...
kat (1) Posted November 2, 2012 Posted November 2, 2012 Wanna come play dress up...always works for me... I love playing dress up! Having done it since my last real relationship, though:-)
Slogo Posted November 2, 2012 Posted November 2, 2012 I can run a half mile without stopping... GO ME... I FEEL AWESOME
kat (1) Posted November 2, 2012 Posted November 2, 2012 I feel the er should have removed this shit. I can't deal with it until I'm insured. I can't speculate, I'll fall apart. I walked in crying in pain, they found a large growth on my ovary, Im nauseated, bloated as if I'm four months preg, and piss like I drank a keg. The doctors say ovarian cancer is the deadliest for women, it's the silent killer yet here I am with all symptoms but because I'm uninsured they toss me out with a vic script, tell me I need a specialist knowing I'm uninsured. I dont know what to do! Sorry for whining.
TronRP Posted November 2, 2012 Posted November 2, 2012 I feel the er should have removed this shit. I can't deal with it until I'm insured. I can't speculate, I'll fall apart. I walked in crying in pain, they found a large growth on my ovary, Im nauseated, bloated as if I'm four months preg, and piss like I drank a keg. The doctors say ovarian cancer is the deadliest for women, it's the silent killer yet here I am with all symptoms but because I'm uninsured they toss me out with a vic script, tell me I need a specialist knowing I'm uninsured. I dont know what to do! Sorry for whining. Here is what I had to do... Advantage Health Centers Department of Human Services BCCCP
kat (1) Posted November 2, 2012 Posted November 2, 2012 (edited) Here is what I had to do... Advantage Health Centers Department of Human Services BCCCP Thanks Tron, I've referred people here in the past. I never heard of the third link, wonder if ovarian is included too? I'll check it out, I get insurance in December through work but I was in so much pain I couldn't work, then I got the meds but can't drive on them which is a big part of my job. It's frustrating. Edited November 2, 2012 by kat
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