What Are You Thinking?

[TronRP]

I think this is totally stupid how tired I am all the time...this passing out at odd hours and waking up disoriented is getting old...quick...

[TronRP]

Oh my goodness, I think I'm suffering a migraine....

[TronRP]

Hurray for Tylenol Regular Strength

[EagleRose]

What is the point in going to see Maleficent? We already know how she ends.

[kat (1)]

My face hurts from smiling all day. ..so there going to pay me for actually doing what I went to school for? No bs insurance issues, no political crap to piss me off, My clients seem amazing and compliant, staff say they love getting up and going to work and they encourage my ideas...I have a clean slate here..whatever I want to do and how I want to do it. ..nice. I like faith based. ..

[TronRP]

Yay! It's great to hear a lot of good things are happening for people. Hopefully the momentum of positive vibes keeps up for a long time to come...

...Now if I could just find a way to convince the insurance company to add an extra grand to my paycheck, I'd be ecstatic...lol

[TronRP]

Wow...I declare time moves fast...

[EagleRose]

I am NOT everyone!!!

[EagleRose]

I have my own opinions which are not the same as others and do not appreciate being included in the everybody that thinks or acts a different way opposite to my beliefs and behavior.

[Trene4000]

Its kinda sad when the people at the hospital blood drawing station know you on a first name basis.

[kat (1)]

Homeless germaphob? Lmao. .really, Kat? Shut up at least your not on a side walk, your friends a pig. ..oh well, reap what you sow, biiiaaatch! *ok* shut up internal mean bitch self! ...Oops, Had a moment. ..

[kat (1)]

What is that fucking smell? Did your wife die? She's not really in California that's a corpse rotting somewhere!

[EagleRose]

Why are people so surprised by racism? It never went anywhere. Children are still being raised believing one shade of skin color is better than another. Public media readily shows one group's violence faster than another's. Movie companies still refuse to produce movies by blacks unless they have a certain level of stupidity, profanity, or sex in them (It's true. Look it up), with the same situation for new authors by publishing companies. Music produced by blacks are limited to R&B, rap, blues, gansta rap, or jazz. (Companies seem unwilling to touch ethnic performers singing any other format unless that performer is extremely well-known or wealthy enough to produce their own.) Banks refuse to work with their own customers in predominately black neighborhoods (or create very elaborate reasons for why they "can't"). I know this extends to many other ethnic groups but these are the ones I find the most in the news online (because the news stations on television refuse to cover them).

So much has changed and yet, so much has remained the same. It is very frustrating and I'm really sick of it.

[TronRP]

I think it is time to finalize all this planning and start pulling everything together.

[TronRP]

I'm wondering if I will be able to stay awake long enough to follow this weekend routine, unfortunately I think I'm sick...

[kat (1)]

Time to start prepping for the week, emotionally...so gotta get all the crazy shit out of my system today until Friday again.

[kat (1)]

Jesus Christ! Please, please stop putting your hand on my fucking leg, or texting me nasty shit like I find you appealing. I hate this, I hate how you play the supportive do called friend but you are just being gross and ulterior. I can't even get mad is the shitty part, Grrr! I am not going to hold my tongue much longer and I'm going to end up fucking myself, my kid. Gotta stfu.

[kat (1)]

K..it takes me two hours top to do the entire job l...they know that. .what kind of community outreach are they gonna send me out on? There gonna send me recruiting bet ya any money

[TronRP]

Oops, I think I forgot myself and spoke too freely a bit ago...I guess being sick gives me loose lips.

I've spent so many years being told that I don't know how to hold a proper conversation, that I make people feel "beat up" when they get off the phone with me, that I speak hard and defensively, that I talk like an antagonist, that my works hurt other's feelings, etc... So in response to all the constructive criticism, I have spent many years redefining my speech, speaking pattern, as well as choosing my battles. Unfortunately, sometime, all it takes is that one moment of forgetfulness to make someone feel that I am not taking their feelings into consideration.

I have learned the art of direct speech avoidance just to maintain the peace, but being sick screws that up and the fear of "back to square one" ends up staring me in the face.

[EagleRose]

TV Shows everyone's watching. I've only heard of one of those shows. The rest I have no idea what they are about. So I guess not everyone is watching them. Unless I am a ghost, in which case I don't exist.

[TronRP]

Success!!!!!!!!!

Got the lawn mower going and have cut half of all the yards...this is a so far so good moment...

[TronRP]

TV Shows everyone's watching. I've only heard of one of those shows. The rest I have no idea what they are about. So I guess not everyone is watching them. Unless I am a ghost, in which case I don't exist.

Jinkies...I guess I must not exist right along with you...

[kat (1)]

Wow, really.

[TronRP]

Mortgages...wow, I really hate death contracts...

[EagleRose]

Crap sucks!