Have you ever tried to kill yourself?

[Homicidalheathen]

I tried to OD a couple times when I was younger because I was a homeless drug addict and also when I was living at home and being molested/abused.

Got my stomach pumped once. That really sucked.

Anyone else?

[Nienna]

I had a few times when I contemplated it very seriously... but I never actually attempted it, partly because I did still want to live, and partly because I really fear physical discomfort.

[torn asunder]

does drinking 3-4 pitchers & several mixed drinks at the bar, then getting on my cycle to ride home count? it does!? then yes... :fear otherwise, no... :erm

[LuluVox]

Yes. Don't plan on trying it again.

[Head Wreck]

nope

though i have done other crazyness in the past

[Dollardave]

I personally haven't wifey tried 2 times one time had to cut her down she decided to tie a rope around her neck and jump from our 2nd story balcony very surprised she didn't snap her neck she was strangling so I snagged a knife and cut her down. She also took 30 luvox b4 and they pumped her stomach. If u lived with me u'd probably do the same.

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[Fierce Critter]

No. There have been times I wished I hadn't been born. But never wished to kill myself.

[bean]

I slammed a fifth of vodka and swallowed 2 bottles of sleeping pills. I apparently puked while I was passed out, and was choking on the vomit when my roomate came home early (he was supposed to be away for the weekend), found me and called 911.

The second time, I tried to shoot myself in the head, but the gun didn't go off for whatever reason.

The third time, I tired to hang myself, but I ended up hanging there for awhile, in pain and choking, but not suffocating.

It was after this third failure that I assumed that I'm supposed to finish this life through to the end, so I just stopped trying to kill myself. I still think about it sometimes, but I know I'm not going to succeed, so I just drink when I'm sad.

[DarkChylde]

Hmm thats fucked up, I posted here and it seemed to dissapear.

*sigh* oh well, since i have the energy I'll start from scratch again

I talked about this a couple times to somone before. In my mid-teen years I've tried killing myself in many diffrent ways. Hung myself, slitted my wrist, drank bleach and other poisoning stuff, overdosed on many pills. I can go on n on but those were the few things I done and somehow somone always discovers me at the end and puts a stop to it by calling 911.

I dont try killing myself no more, gave up on that years ago. The only reason I choose to live now is because of my friends and i believe it be selfish ta put em through pain of my death.

Hehe, just because ya choose life doesnt mean you have to like it.

[Dollardave]

I dont even know where to start with this. edit. Now I do is that why your face is so white? Tried bleaching yourself?

drank bleach

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[Nienna]

Hehe, just because ya choose life doesnt mean you have to like it.

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I can agree with that...

[Black Sunday9]

I dont even know where to start with this.  edit.  Now I do is that why your face is so white?  Tried bleaching yourself?

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Dave that was distasteful.

yet I still laughed. what does that say about me?

[sglgothmom]

i contemplated suicide many times also and once i even acted on it... however i didn't get very far in my plan before getting stopped by a friend who helped me through that time of my life.

[Dollardave]

DC knows I was messin its just I never heard of drinking bleach to kill yourself.

Dave that was distasteful. 

yet I still laughed.  what does that say about me?

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[Nerdcore]

I have tryed many times and still am

i usally over does on my medication or tryed to drwon myself in a bathtub..

Im still strugling to fight trying to killmyself..I know someone upstairs is saying its not my time

also im not much into killing myself its I wish someone woudl kill me * run over with a car shoot me)

pathedic I know :blushing

[Dollardave]

You're a nice person wish you could stop attempts on your life. Do u get professional help with this?

I have tryed many times and still am

i usally over does on my medication or tryed to drwon myself in a bathtub..

Im still strugling to fight trying to killmyself..I  know someone upstairs is saying its not my time

also im not much into killing myself its I wish someone woudl kill me * run over with a car shoot me)

pathedic I know :blushing

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[Nerdcore]

yes yes i do .. I have gotten help since 15

one day i will be ok

till then Im trying ..

[Hellion]

:devil Even though Idon't like to talk about this i have tried it with MAO inhibitors ephedrine pure caffiene coke meth back in 1988 near an abandon silom pit but for some reason i am still alive.

[Nienna]

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[DarkChylde]

DC knows I was messin its just I never heard of drinking bleach to kill yourself.

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Lol your right, I do know ya was kidding, I know you well enough for that

But ya just might be on a roll here though, im really pale-white for a black foot native so if its the bleech then it might kinda been a good thing then :laughing

[Shade Everdark]

I fear pain too much to have actually tried it, though there have been times I wished someone else would do the job for me.

Then I saw what happens to someone who tries, at least with pills. It's not pretty or pleasant. I've determined that, should I ever feel that I really, truly need to die, I will find a way to do it and do it right the first time. But I doubt I'll ever be that despondent again, honestly.

[Nienna]

Yeah.. I tend to tempt fate a bit lately myself. It seems ideal sometimes, to have someone else do it. It spares everyone the pain of knowing you comitted suicide, but still just make it stop...

[torn asunder]

Yes. Don't plan on trying it again.

well, to my credit, at least on a bike, the only one who'd die is me... :erm

[Brenda Starrr]

Even in my darkest times I didn't try. I wished for it, definitely. I just never did it.