Endometriosis...a.k.a. CANCER

[Msterbeau]

YUP ...hugs and smooches are mandatory with us bitches

I have a vast supply. No problem at any time.

[saechalyn]

YUP ...hugs and smooches are mandatory with us bitches

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[Saephyr]

       

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[Nienna]

Since the effective drug which is Oxycontin that actually works has caused such a horrid stink I'm going to ask about those for sure.

He upped my dosage to Vicodin 750 and it's just not helping. it does make me barf really well however.

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Yeah me too. If I can keep them down they do nothing, usually they live in me about long enough to join the rest of my stomach contents and then it's all over. Ultracet is nice because it's a good 6 hours, and it dosn't make me as dopy as the others so I can drive and work and stuff.

[Saephyr]

You've been such a help mentaly for me!

I'm tickled I got to talk with you

[Saephyr]

OH MY GAWD

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HOLD ME! I can't stop this heaving and it's making me hurt worse. Fucking doctors!

[Nienna]

OH MY GAWD

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HOLD ME!  I can't stop this heaving and it's making me hurt worse. Fucking doctors!

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HUGS

[Saephyr]

OK Nienna...

i already adore you what else can I do for you my angel?

Friday be the big day...do they rip it out or no? (dramatic music playing)

[Nienna]

OK Nienna...

i already adore you what else can I do for you my angel?

Friday be the big day...do they rip it out or no? (dramatic music playing)

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*hugs* Try not to be scared... the laproscope surgery is no biggie. Are they doing it and then talking to you or doing it and possibly just doing everything at once? (I've had both happen with me)

[Nienna]

*whine* Bad day today. I feel like someone is wringing my insides out like a washcloth! =(

[Saephyr]

Ditto. Watch it now cuz the 17th is Full Moon energy and it tends to really fuck with this condition as well as others

[Nienna]

Ditto. Watch it now cuz the 17th is Full Moon energy and it tends to really fuck with this condition as well as others

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Oh good! This has been the worst month in a long time...

[Saephyr]

Oh good! This has been the worst month in a long time...

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Same here babe

Do call me later in the weekend we should chat.

[Nienna]

Same here babe

    Do call me later in the weekend we should chat.

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You never answer your phone... =(

[Saephyr]

No no no not true I'm usually sleeping since I can't stand the fucking pain while I'm awake sweetie.

[Nienna]

No no no not true I'm usually sleeping since I can't stand the fucking pain while I'm awake sweetie.

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I understand! *hugs*

Call me when you can.

[Saephyr]

I have no numbers since me phone dumped it's software on Friday. I have a new phone / same number but I have no numbers stored in it yet

[Saephyr]

=( Ok my damned body has done it again.

I'm in severe pain and can't do jack to stop it for 2 days now.

Grdn. Shitty Hospital would likely throw me into the "she's a junkie' pile once again so why go?

Pharoh offered hugs...best medicine I never got a scrip for.

I'm so down. So sore. So stinky too...yuk meds make you sweat :doh

Why did they do this fkn surgery if it was only going to hurt me more? Fucking brilliant doctors. Fuck!

[Nienna]

*hugs* That suuuuckssssss.

[Saephyr]

Yeah so what do I do now? Wait for the damned Lupron shot and hope it works inDECEMBER then get the 2nd dose 3 months after that? Who the hell thinks this can be tolerated for so damned long?

B/f is burnt out on my misery as well. I need to cut him loose for a while and hope we both can heal to some degree.

I'm really rock bottom today.

Vicodin sucks, vodka is dangerous, I got no more damned pop and my tummy hurts. i turned down Unchaste's generous offer to bring me by something to help. I just know I'm goign to burn people out. It happened to those with decades of friendship w/ me already so that'll be the next bomb to drop I suppose.

Oh hell...what have I done in a prior life?!

[Nienna]

Lupron? Christ no wonder you're in misery.. It made me alot worse.. ALOT worse... and suicidal too. Maybe ask them for an alternative. I refuse to ever let them put me on that again.

[bean]

*hugs* and *smooches* I hate that women have to go through this thing and I hate that there are shitty doctors around that won't help. I'm sending you positive thoughts my dears.

[Nienna]

Yeah so what do I do now? Wait for the damned Lupron shot and hope it works inDECEMBER then get the 2nd dose 3 months after that? Who the hell thinks this can be tolerated for so damned long?

B/f is burnt out on my misery as well. I need to cut him loose for a while and hope we both can heal to some degree.

I'm really rock bottom today.

Vicodin sucks, vodka is dangerous, I got no more damned pop and my tummy hurts. i turned down Unchaste's generous offer to bring me by something to help. I just know I'm goign to burn people out. It happened to those with decades of friendship w/ me already so that'll be the next bomb to drop I suppose.

Oh hell...what have I done in a prior life?!

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I'm really low on drugs myself these days. I'm seeing a new gyno on Saturday though. If I get hooked up I'll give you a few pills.

[Brenda Starrr]

Yeah so what do I do now? Wait for the damned Lupron shot and hope it works inDECEMBER then get the 2nd dose 3 months after that? Who the hell thinks this can be tolerated for so damned long?

B/f is burnt out on my misery as well. I need to cut him loose for a while and hope we both can heal to some degree.

I'm really rock bottom today.

Vicodin sucks, vodka is dangerous, I got no more damned pop and my tummy hurts. i turned down Unchaste's generous offer to bring me by something to help. I just know I'm goign to burn people out. It happened to those with decades of friendship w/ me already so that'll be the next bomb to drop I suppose.

Oh hell...what have I done in a prior life?!

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*Hugs, and lots of them*

[Homicidalheathen]

I use pot when my pain acts up. IM me if you need some.