I don't know....

[LadyKay]

Sometimes I think I should just screw it and go blow my brains out. Not a day goes by that I am not reminded of how much money I cost or how much of a burden I am. They would be happier without me.

[TronRP]

To be honest, this sounds like others taking their personal frustrations out on you do to things they messed up. Sounds like you need a hang out day to get away from it all for a little while.

[LadyKay]

I shouldn't have posted that. I am not going to blow my brains out. I am just so mad about things. This is not who I am. I use to be able to walk into a job interview and get hired right there and then. What happen? I don't know? Sorry.

[TronRP]

Nothing to be sorry about...have you ever read some of the posts I've put out on the board. I had major thoughts of ending it all. But because I had a place to vent about it, I'm still here...able to vent about it...

The issue with getting a job today is needing to see what employers are considering to be viable candidates for hire. Today's hiring age is all about the "tech". Whether or not you actually use it on the job is a different matter...the fact of knowing it is part of the weeding out process.

Employers are such fickle creatures...

[sekhmet2002]

LadyKay, I know how you're feeling right now. Hang in there.