What Are You Thinking? (cont'd)

[kat (1)]

"Death to the doll!" 

This should wake me up!

Edited June 16, 2023 by kat

[TronRP]

Just now, kat said:

Death to the doll!

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What doll?

Is there something I should know about...?

lol

[kat (1)]

Just now, TronRP said:

~~~~~

What doll?

Is there something I should know about...?

lol

 

 

[TronRP]

19 minutes ago, kat said:

 

 

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OMG!!!

That took me back to my Clutch Cargo days!!!!! 

[Scary Guy]

1 hour ago, TronRP said:

It's official!!!  The boy is now a Graduate and Alumni of Insight School of Michigan, Class of 2023!!!

My best wishes to him for the future.  Also let him know that the bullshit does not end, it just changes form.  Though I'm sure he can figure that out well enough on his own so maybe don't spoil that for him.

[SlavicGoth]

I got last second news about a band called Detroit 442 playing at outer limits lounge tonight at 9. I might go. 

[Scary Guy]

8 minutes ago, SlavicGoth said:

I got last second news about a band called Detroit 442 playing at outer limits lounge tonight at 9. I might go. 

Lacey is playing?  Fuck yeah I'm there.

[TronRP]

34 minutes ago, Scary Guy said:

My best wishes to him for the future.  Also let him know that the bullshit does not end, it just changes form.  Though I'm sure he can figure that out well enough on his own so maybe don't spoil that for him.

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Too late.
I already messed with their heads from the moment they understood what "carpola" meant.

 

My mother didn't like me using the word "crap" or "crap load" around the kids when they were 5 and younger, so, I started talking about all the carpola to get my point across.

🤣

[kat (1)]

I'm like chillin 

https://www.smule.com/sing-recording/2266768910_4651790521

[kat (1)]

I like this pic better. 

[kat (1)]

Nerd bitch.

https://www.smule.com/c/2266768910_4651821719

[kat (1)]

You ever get drunk by yourself, put on your pajama shorts, take your bra off, make dinner, cry, and than knock a bunch of shit over in your bathroom and just leave it there cause, like wtf cares your alone, muthafucka! Fuck them dishes in the sink, too! 

Edited June 17, 2023 by kat

[Scary Guy]

6 hours ago, TronRP said:

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Too late.
I already messed with their heads from the moment they understood what "carpola" meant.

 

My mother didn't like me using the word "crap" or "crap load" around the kids when they were 5 and younger, so, I started talking about all the carpola to get my point across.

🤣

 

It's less about the language and more about leaving a bit of hope for the future that it will get better.  But see previous statement regarding that.

 

 

57 minutes ago, kat said:

You ever get drunk by yourself, put on your pajama shorts, take your bra off, make dinner, cry, and than knock a bunch of shit over in your bathroom and just leave it there cause, like wtf cares your alone, muthafucka! Fuck them dishes in the sink, too! 

No, I can't say that I have.  Maybe the last part about not caring, but that's more I do care and the ADHD just makes me forget.  I wish I could forget that I didn't care and then do something about my mess.  I'll get to it eventually though!

[TronRP]

6 hours ago, Scary Guy said:

 

It's less about the language and more about leaving a bit of hope for the future that it will get better.  But see previous statement regarding that.

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I think you missed the point, but that's cool.

[kat (1)]

6 hours ago, Scary Guy said:

 

No, I can't say that I have.  Maybe the last part about not caring, but that's more I do care and the ADHD just makes me forget.  I wish I could forget that I didn't care and then do something about my mess.  I'll get to it eventually though!

Same with the ADHD stuff. I think I picked up the stuff I knocked over, though 😅 

[kat (1)]

Should have not drank myself to sleep last night/this morning because they're having a party outside today and I'm supposed to go and being that my apartment itself is like a fish bowl no matter how many black curtains I hang. Also, I kinda been drinking a bit more lately..gotta check myself. 

Edited June 17, 2023 by kat

[SlavicGoth]

13 hours ago, Scary Guy said:

Lacey is playing?  Fuck yeah I'm there.

Did you go? I was chilling at the bar in back. this one lady looked like she was about to vomit all over

[Scary Guy]

1 hour ago, SlavicGoth said:

Did you go? I was chilling at the bar in back. this one lady looked like she was about to vomit all over

I was wondering who you were, but I'm bad with faces.  I didn't even recognize Bill Kozy and we worked together for a very short time down at City (he was tweaking the sound system there before the current setup.)  I was the guy with the spiky cowboy hat and duster sitting next to the short redhead.

I said bye to Lacey and took off pretty fast after 442 got done.  I wanted to go check out The Black Salt bar since I was in the area.  It was a strange bittersweet melancholy feeling being back in that building after like 13 years.  Talked with Sarah the bartender about some of the history/scene that she knew a lot about already.  I'm not really a fan of the whole witchy vibe myself, but if it pisses off the normies then I guess it's cool.  I'm glad it's sort of kept a sort of goth charm at least, as that seems right to me.

[kat (1)]

You guy remember when you were little and you knew you was about to get your ass beat with something so you'd run and put on like 3 pairs of pants?  I can't believe parents used to beat us legally. 

[kat (1)]

We invited the safe word,

"alright,"

I'm sorry, ma",

I'll be good "

I want my granny!" And..

"You're not my real dad!" 

Are some examples. 

 

Edited June 17, 2023 by kat

[Scary Guy]

11 minutes ago, kat said:

We invited the safe word,

"alright,"

I'm sorry, ma",

I'll be good "

I want my granny!" And..

"You're not my real dad!" 

Are some examples. 

 

No, some of those were not safe words.  If anything they were get your ass beat even worse words.

I remember thinking I was slick and put a pillow in the back of my pants.  But it was huge and obvious and it probably would have been less painful had I not done that.

[kat (1)]

Just now, Scary Guy said:

No, some of those were not safe words.  If anything they were get your ass beat even worse words.

I remember thinking I was slick and put a pillow in the back of my pants.  But it was huge and obvious and it probably would have been less painful had I not done that.

A pillow! Nice but yea, you're right, it was like  the louder we scream the harder they swing. 

[Scary Guy]

2 minutes ago, kat said:

A pillow! Nice but yea, you're right, it was like  the louder we scream the harder they swing. 

No wonder so many kids got into BDSM later.  I wonder if that's subsided at all since corporal punishment is less common now.

Though with some kids that's honestly the only way they'll listen.  I know parents who never hit their kids, and they really need to because those kids are nucking futs!  They're going to grow up from little entitled assholes to big entitled assholes and then I get to deal with them in the general public.

"You don't have any kids, you can't judge me!" No, and I'm not a helicopter pilot either, but if I see one suck in a tree then I'm pretty sure someone fucked up.

[TronRP]

9 minutes ago, Scary Guy said:

No, some of those were not safe words.  If anything they were get your ass beat even worse words.

I remember thinking I was slick and put a pillow in the back of my pants.  But it was huge and obvious and it probably would have been less painful had I not done that.

 

7 minutes ago, kat said:

A pillow! Nice but yea, you're right, it was like  the louder we scream the harder they swing. 

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My brother tried the pillow thing once with an Aunt.  Did not go over well at all.  Made me take mine off.  I had tied a giant white pillow around my waist with a bright green hair yarn.  Stuffed one end up the back of my dress and stuck the other end into my bloomers...like no way they would notice that.  The mind of a 6 year old. 🤣

 

My mother lived in a dilemma of sorts raising us when it came to physical punishment because she was a divorced, inner city mother of 4, on welfare (for a short time), under the scrutiny of family and immediate neighbors.  If she didn't "spank" us, she was told we would become the next statistics (3 pregnant daughters and a son dropping babies).  However, every time she spanked us, she would cry.  We began to learn that if she didn't have to spank us then we wouldn't make her have to be sad.  Therefore, we knew that if it got to the point where a spanking was coming, we 100% earned it.

[TronRP]

Oh yeah, lunch...