Man I'm glad I got out of ABQ when I did - I have been sick as hell since I got home. Pretty sure it's Valley Fever. I feel like I've been hit by a train. That, and a huge storm rolled thru there over the weekend. I hope some of the people I met are doing ok. I met this couple that were obviously not on drugs and just trying to get back on their feet.. They were staying in a storm drain. I gave them my email and stuff but no word from them. Idk hopefully they're ok and hit me up, eventually.
Feels like I finally mourned my Mother's passing. I was messed up all day Sunday and very emotionally delicate Monday. I haven't expressed feelings in that manner since I was very young.
Uncontrollable, unstoppable, overwhelming, all-consuming.