How Are You Feeling? (cont'd)

[TronRP]

Feels like I overdid it yesterday.  They were short on help for the graduation prep down at the school, so I assisted with the set up and break down of the chairs, organized the "boys" they threw at the task and acted as crowd control for the parents and guardians waiting to get onsite printouts of their graduates.  However, this was the first time I actually decided to record this type of event and I ended up standing, with my arm up, for over an hour to ensure I caught the entire ceremony from start to finish.  Then we went out for lunch and pastries.

 

The muscles in one of my legs were getting mixed signals so I spent an hour, after getting in from everything, doing a brief workout followed by stretches.  I remember eating dinner, watching the start of several shows and blinking.  Suddenly it was 10pm and I got a message that the baby sister was at the HomeHouse, but I was too wiped to move.

 

Fortunately, I feel much better now. 

[kat (1)]

I feel kinda pissed.

Edited June 20, 2019 by kat

[TronRP]

Hope I can hold up today.  After yesterday's yard work, I suffered from abdominal pains and intestinal discomfort all night.  I've had a weird blockage in my system for a while after I gained that last 10lbs and I think I finally worked it loose...it felt like sludge moving through my gut for hours, but I was too exhausted to really do anything about it.  Luckily, I feel much better now so I should be able to drive today, but feels like I need about 2 cups of coffee...or a boatload of NoDoz. 😁

[Maureen Falcon]

6 hours ago, TronRP said:

Hope I can hold up today.  After yesterday's yard work, I suffered from abdominal pains and intestinal discomfort all night.  I've had a weird blockage in my system for a while after I gained that last 10lbs and I think I finally worked it loose...it felt like sludge moving through my gut for hours, but I was too exhausted to really do anything about it.  Luckily, I feel much better now so I should be able to drive today, but feels like I need about 2 cups of coffee...or a boatload of NoDoz. 😁

Hope you're feeling better! Satori has made my house worth the down payment now. That beautiful kitchen? Gone. I love it here.. really.

[sekhmet2002]

Tired and anxious, but that's normal

[NocteSpiritus]

Ready to do some more cleaning outside, but waiting for trash/recycling trucks to roll through so we have empty cans to work with.

[NocteSpiritus]

Like I shoulda been able to do more at the house instead of going out and getting the few things I did. Granted the large storage tote I did get is for my book collection. And there's only so much I can do for cleaning the house until I need to spend money for 1. more cleaning (high pressure washer for outdoor use) 2. painting. Painting I could always do prep work until I'm ready for said painting. But that may have to be put aside if my car decides to not wanna work right.

[TronRP]

Feels like I've been running non-stop for the past 2 weeks.  Kids, events, projects, orders and preparing the properties to be visually exposed to the main road has had me moving like crazy.  However, I feel the courts should be appeased for now as I managed to get 3 years of data processed with a one day turnaround and in the mail by yesterday afternoon.

[NocteSpiritus]

Like the managers (my direct bosses; sous chef and chef) expect me to work start working doubles when I don't get a break (we're supposed to be getting a half hour) and food. Today I was asked if I wanted to work (after I was already supposed to be off the clock and heading home) tonight. I'm reliable, but I can't be working like that when I have a dog at home that's locked up all day to my knowledge (cuz I don't know if the sister would pop in and out from her own doings) and there's things I might have planned later on. 

[Troy Spiral (13)]

4 hours ago, TronRP said:

Feels like I've been running non-stop for the past 2 weeks.  Kids, events, projects, orders and preparing the properties to be visually exposed to the main road has had me moving like crazy.  However, I feel the courts should be appeased for now as I managed to get 3 years of data processed with a one day turnaround and in the mail by yesterday afternoon.

Probably because you have been. Getting stuff done is a win.

[Troy Spiral (13)]

The depression is getting really bad, not the normal bad.  Nothing you can do about it.  Too broke, too many people have their own problems. Coming over would just make me have to fake it until you leave. I will probably be fine tommorow one way or another. Normally I try never to 
lie but I will be doing fine if you ask.  I know everyone complains about being broke so that's a waste of my breath. The much harder things to fix I've been working on almost daily for 16 years. More talk won't fix it 'checking to to see if I'm ok' is about as useless as thoughts and prayers.  Yes, everyone has issues. Doesn't help. 

[TronRP]

1 hour ago, Troy Spiral said:

The depression is getting really bad, not the normal bad.  Nothing you can do about it.  Too broke, too many people have their own problems. Coming over would just make me have to fake it until you leave. I will probably be fine tommorow one way or another. Normally I try never to 
lie but I will be doing fine if you ask.  I know everyone complains about being broke so that's a waste of my breath. The much harder things to fix I've been working on almost daily for 16 years. More talk won't fix it 'checking to to see if I'm ok' is about as useless as thoughts and prayers.  Yes, everyone has issues. Doesn't help. 

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OK...so here's a happy bunny

[kat (1)]

Lots of people are committing suicide and that is so incredibly sad and terrifying. It scares me.  Everything about this world is fucking terrifying more so lately.  The mindset.

Edited June 30, 2019 by kat

[TronRP]

4 minutes ago, kat said:

Lots of people are committing suicide and that is so incredibly sad and terrifying. It scares me.  Everything about this world is fucking terrifying more so lately.  The mindset.

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Actually, the only difference is that now they are actually reporting the number of suicides.  With social media as it is, not much stuff can stay as hidden as it used to be.

[TronRP]

Exhausted

[TronRP]

Feeling very happy to be clean now.  It was so hot out this morning that I could only wear one layer so I got hit by everything I could: dust, grass, bugs, rain, you name it.  I had to come in and take a bath.

[TronRP]

Even though I will be doing all of the driving tomorrow, it feels like I'll be able to get some downtime hanging out with the baby sister to celebrate her and her husband's first 4th of July in their new home.

[NocteSpiritus]

A bit frazzled when I realized that I got two days to get the snacks, drinks, and umbrella (for rain/shade from the sun) for the DSO/firework show Saturday. 

 

 

[TronRP]

Feels like I've been trying to go to sleep all night

[TronRP]

While I feel like I helped clear up some misunderstandings, it feels as though I've opened the door for more misunderstandings. 

[TronRP]

Happy to be awake.  I was delirious all night.  I'm just glad we cleared the air (for now), but the emotional rollercoaster is rather draining.  I'm at the point where I'm almost nervous to say I'm going to do something because apparently words are written in stone and nothing that happens in this life is supposed to change a tentative schedule.

I get that it's all about the kids, but people tend to forget that the people taking care of those kids go through A LOT...and people only get to see the results of all the hard work that went into what you see when you see those kids.

[NocteSpiritus]

Grateful I got a day to relax and maybe do some small chores around the house. If not, always tomorrow. lol Gotta love having two straight days off.

[Class-Punk]

I feel motivated, relaxed, and no longer stressed.  I dropped a lot of passions to focus on what's most important to me right now, Chips Ahoy and smutty non-fiction.. and some other things.  I'm ready to kick some fucking ass, metaphorically with life.

[NocteSpiritus]

Like I'm gonna be racked over the coals again with long work hours due to a dishwasher quitting. This one was our "closing" dishwasher; and I'm already gonna be missing most of the Gathering this week due to being scheduled 10-8. If I make it, y'all gonna maybe deal with me showing up in my work clothes.

[TronRP]

2 hours ago, NocteSpiritus said:

Like I'm gonna be racked over the coals again with long work hours due to a dishwasher quitting. This one was our "closing" dishwasher; and I'm already gonna be missing most of the Gathering this week due to being scheduled 10-8. If I make it, y'all gonna maybe deal with me showing up in my work clothes.

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...Honestly, I do not believe showing up in work clothes will be a deal breaker...😄