How Are You Feeling? (cont'd)

[Troy Spiral (13)]

If you've ever had to find a food bank, I gotta say its demoralizing. But we have to do what we have to do. Medicaid the republicans love to steal from is the main reason I'm alive right now. Medicaid is health insurance for the ultra-poor, NOT easy to qualify for. 

 

Also have had no real sleep in 3 days but the sunday video needs to get done... and all 5 hours of video I shot is now corrupted.  Will have to sleep-walk some random content out sometime between now and the end of the day. 

[TronRP]

Feels like I'm finally awake enough to get to work.  I literally had to pry the sleep out of my eyes just to see the kids off this morning.

[TronRP]

Feeling like I have enough energy to cut some grass right now...and of course...it's 87 degrees out

[TronRP]

It feels so good to be able to lay down right now...

[TronRP]

Feels like I've had a busy day already and it's not even 11am yet.

Security check

Trash pull out

Hung out with the Monchichis

Saw the boy off to school

Processed paperwork

Checked in with the girl (Seniors out today...Event this evening)

Made a mail run

[TronRP]

Feeling a bit disoriented.  I sat down to eat brunch and woke up at 4:35pm.  Apparently, I never touched the food.

[kat (1)]

My cousin died unexpectedly and his sister who has been dealt with so much grief already, she's already lost her other sister 30 years ago in a car accident and both her parents and was just given a terrible, life changing, crippling diagnosis and now her brother is gone. The memorial is tomorrow and it's going to be very sad. I just ask that I have the right words for her because I don't even know what to say. I know when I lost my daughter's dad I didn't want to hear the same thing over and over. Actually, all I really wanted was to have silence but to know that I had support emotionally just by seeing my friends and family there for me because there are no words.

I suppose that's my answer in this case as well. 

[TronRP]

11 hours ago, kat said:

My cousin died unexpectedly and his sister who has been dealt with so much grief already, she's already lost her other sister 30 years ago in a car accident and both her parents and was just given a terrible, life changing, crippling diagnosis and now her brother is gone. The memorial is tomorrow and it's going to be very sad. I just ask that I have the right words for her because I don't even know what to say. I know when I lost my daughter's dad I didn't want to hear the same thing over and over. Actually, all I really wanted was to have silence but to know that I had support emotionally just by seeing my friends and family there for me because there are no words.

I suppose that's my answer in this case as well. 

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True...just being there is more than enough. 

[TronRP]

Finally feeling functional enough to get up.  Suffered a gut fever a few hours ago, but I'm doing much better now. ☺️

[TronRP]

Having that feeling of disorientation again

[TronRP]

Exhausted yet accomplished.  Took care of everything I set out to do today. 

[TronRP]

Almost too tired to eat

[TronRP]

I have to admit, it feels weird getting ready to have the girl removed from the paperwork I've been handling with her for so long.  As soon as she turns 18 years old, this year, all services have already geared up to terminate her benefits that are associated with me.  After that, she will either have to be in school full time or have a job in order to qualify for anything.  It just feels weird.  If she was my daughter instead of my Ward, things would be different because I would be able to cover her until she was able to stand on her own, not be forced to do so. 😐

[TronRP]

Feeling like I'm about to pass out.  At least I got a bit of food in me.

[NocteSpiritus]

Over (and under compared to some) whelmed. It's October, meaning that Nano is next month. I have: 1. yet to finish the outline for the novel (still in ch 2 for planning) 2. trying to write some drabbles related to the Ties in Blood SPN fic to post during Nano 3. (over work it seems) work as usual 4. bills ('nough said, right?) 5. save for a planned big trip next year 6. new brakes/oil change on the car 7. and try and clean around the house.

[TronRP]

Feels like today did not go as planned...🤔

[TronRP]

I got everyone at the HomeHouse taken care of: one symptom sufferer, stabilized; one immobilized individual, attended to; one scattered studier, focused; and one cat, deflead.  So I'm feeling a bit tired, yet satisfied. 🤗

[TronRP]

It feels so good to be sitting down right now...

[TronRP]

So exhausted.  It feels like I could sleep for the next two days, but I have PTC today and will be chauffeuring for the rest of the week.

[TronRP]

Feels like my eyes are bloodshot... 

[TronRP]

warn out

[NocteSpiritus]

Tired. Work schedule's changed after a couple weeks of working nights. Wondering what sort of things "alarmed" my kitchen manager to not move me up to prep. 

[TronRP]

Feels like I want to go back to bed...I had a very restless night

[TronRP]

Feeling happy to be back home.  My gut is hurting and sitting up feels like I'm have abdominal surgery....not that I know what that feels like, but the pain is real ... 😅

[sekhmet2002]

Basically Meh. I have to drive tonight soon and there will be an event that makes it very difficult to drive downtown, which is where I start from. Blah.