How Are You Feeling? (cont'd)

[kat (1)]

Why am I not good enough? 

[TronRP]

6 hours ago, kat said:

Why am I not good enough? 

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Because it takes practice to levitate effectively.  It all has to do with the principle of mind over matter and the focus of aura.  But practice makes perfect.

[NocteSpiritus]

I hate migraines; ate a double chocolate donut yesterday; and within minutes BOOM migraine. Today's been a general rest/recovery day and eating little to make sure it all stays down. 

[kat (1)]

Bitch ass cramps.

[TronRP]

I am beyond tired.  I only did 5 hours of work this time and then hung out and grabbed dinner at the HomeHouse.  I looked like I had 2 black eyes by the time I got home to wash up.

[kat (1)]

17 hours ago, TronRP said:

I am beyond tired.  I only did 5 hours of work this time and then hung out and grabbed dinner at the HomeHouse.  I looked like I had 2 black eyes by the time I got home to wash up.

Hopefully you got some sleep. 

[TronRP]

2 minutes ago, kat said:

Hopefully you got some sleep. 

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Yeah...too much sleep.  I overslept a bit.  I was waiting for a delivery and slept through the notification.  Fortunately, we have a delivery guy who hides our packages on the porch. 

[kat (1)]

ooh that's cool of him.

[TronRP]

I'm feeling a bit nervous.  This is the second time I've had to make a noise pollution complaint on the same group of ballers.  The first time was on August 29th.  I just don't know if they will somehow figure out it was me and retaliate on my house.  They have already rattled my windows loose and continuously cause Trene discomfort.  And now that the city has run out of med again, Trene now has to suffer this injustice without the help of the proper painkillers.

[TronRP]

I actually made it all day today.  I started at 8am and now it's just after 10:30pm.  Now I need to do it all over again tomorrow.  But we can see a positive change in the boy's confidence level learning from home compared to an environment full of distractions at school.

[TronRP]

Feels like this weather is going to wreak havoc on my hip now that it's getting cold enough for my arthritis to start flaring up.

[TronRP]

Feeling disoriented.  Between having a very full day yesterday and having very interrupted sleep due to non-resident partiers on the street last night, I'm punchy as dirt right now.

[TronRP]

Some smell is blowing through my house and now I feel nauseated.  I wonder if the neighbors are smoking something weird?

[TronRP]

Grass is done, my energy is spent, I need a nap!

[kat (1)]

I feel deep sadness,  like heartache. If I'm being silly and stuff it temporarily relieves my discomfort but inside I feel an intense sadness. I don't like it.  I don't want it. I really don't want to live this way.  I should be happy,  things can be worse but I think it's the realization that nobody will ever be able to love me because I'm unbelievably worthless.  Nothing. I see my friends with their person, I went to the park everyone is with their person.  It made me feel even more alone. I guess God didn't create a person for me. 

[kat (1)]

I'm sounding so stupid and childish.

[NocteSpiritus]

Ready and not ready to have this tooth pulled. Serves me right for letting the cavity get bad enough the tooth has to go. But with no insurance, and not enough money for outta pocket.

[TronRP]

Feeling like it's time to eat!!!

[TronRP]

Feeling much better now that service tech was able to get the internet back up and running earlier today.  Now I've been playing a lot of catch up with online things.

[kat (1)]

Like crying.

[Mari Augdahl Bes Bes]

Mixed, and Ive always liked it that way. 

 

Im fed up with the online racism and anti muslim bigotry, and, yes, bitching back and forth. And that people dont care about facts. And so on.

 

Im satisfied that the online Community takes an effort to correct that wrongdoing, because most people would rather not. 

 

Music is my outlet when I have to deal with that shit. 

[TronRP]

I'm feeling happy about Friday, but upset about all the stuff I have to do.

 

Kind of a "No rest for the weary" type of situation. 

[TronRP]

Yes...I got Friday done.  Finalized orders, attended Class Connect Sessions, got the leaves raked with the boy, gave the girl her deliveries (she popped by with Tammy to pick up the boy) and got the boy backed on off to his aunt's for the weekend.

 

The only major upset of the day was the fact that the police came by because I asked dispatch a question about if I had the right to request that my neighbors move their basketball hoop from in front of my house.  The dispatch said she was going to send a car.  I said I just wanted to make sure I was within my right to make the request.  She assured me that a squad card would be on its way.

 

Yep...the police showed up and I had to explain the situation that last night, we move the basketball hoop to the owers yard along with the junk they put in my yard and someone moved the hoop back 2 hours later.  I don't mind them playing basketball, just take it with you when you're finished.

 

I'm not sure what the police said to the neighbors, but me and the boy heard a female voice loudly state "All this over a basketball hoop?!?"  Then the guys living there, took shifts staring at me as I raked leaves in the yard.

 

They didn't seem to have a problem with the fact that they through a burnt out microwave into my yard.  Just don't mess with the basketball hoop.

 

😒

[TronRP]

2 minutes ago, TronRP said:

...and got the boy backed on off to his aunt's for the weekend.

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Hmmm....that should read "packed and off to his aunt's"....

Yeah, I'm spent.

 

😐

[kat (1)]

My little brother has covid. I'm scared to death. He's not being treated and my mom said he started coughing yesterday,  prior to that I don't think he was actually sick but I am terrified.  We are all very scared.