How Are You Feeling? (cont'd)

[NocteSpiritus]

Accomplished. Cleared out a drawer and a half of clothes I either haven't worn in a year or won't wear, semi organized the closet/part of the room, and a shelf.

[kat (1)]

Down.

[kat (1)]

Lately, I have wanted to burst into tears for no reason. 

I feel like I was numb for so long but now my heart is bleeding. 

(That actually sounds like lyrics but it just came out that way)

[TronRP]

6 minutes ago, kat said:

Lately, I have wanted to burst into tears for no reason. 

I feel like I was numb for so long but now my heart is bleeding. 

(That actually sounds like lyrics but it just came out that way)

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Yes!!!

You should write a song.  It is also therapeutic.

[TronRP]

On 6/20/2021 at 7:38 PM, NocteSpiritus said:

Accomplished. Cleared out a drawer and a half of clothes I either haven't worn in a year or won't wear, semi organized the closet/part of the room, and a shelf.

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I need to take a page out of your book.  I've tackled just about everything except my clothing...😅

[kat (1)]

13 minutes ago, TronRP said:

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Yes!!!

You should write a song.  It is also therapeutic.

I try and get a few good lyrics and than I get writers block. 

[TronRP]

Feeling back up to par now.  I suffered a double Charlie Horse, yesterday evening, that literally knocked me to the floor.  I was immobile for 8 minutes until the spasms stopped.  That was the first time, ever, that something like that has happened to me so, I was definitely not prepared for it.

[TronRP]

Feeling like I can't believe that I just got back in from yardwork at 12:25am.

[TronRP]

Feels like I could sleep for the next few days, but I have to chauffeur in the morning.

[NocteSpiritus]

Not ready to go to work tomorrow. I got in the mode of finally getting to painting my bedroom and feel like I didn't do much but I got a coat of paint on the ceiling (with a second coat due) and two coats on trimwork. 

[TronRP]

Feels like I got in a really good nap after shutting off all the background noise.  This is contrary to what normally happens, but I'm not going to downplay a good rest.

[TronRP]

Can't tell if I feel more tired or hungry...something is going to win out...

[TronRP]

On 7/2/2021 at 11:47 PM, TronRP said:

Can't tell if I feel more tired or hungry...something is going to win out...

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I actually ended up falling asleep while I was eating.

[TronRP]

I have the weirdest feeling after a comment said to me yesterday.  When I mentioned that I was no longer "mothering" my niece (because she is going on 20), the response was "She has never been mothered".

 

So, I've only been raising her since she was 5 years old...then what was I doing...

[TronRP]

I'm feeling so distracted right now that I think I'm going to go meditate, stuff my face and yell at the ceiling...

...well maybe not that last thing...might scare the fur babies...

😅

[TronRP]

5 hours ago, TronRP said:

I have the weirdest feeling after a comment said to me yesterday.  When I mentioned that I was no longer "mothering" my niece (because she is going on 20), the response was "She has never been mothered".

 

So, I've only been raising her since she was 5 years old...then what was I doing...

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So I was informed that I misunderstood what was said.  I find that very interesting, but all was peacefully resolved. 

[TronRP]

So Exhausted and yet I still have 2 more days of chauffeuring to appointments 

[TronRP]

Feeling so physically spent...

[TronRP]

Feels like I finally got a bit of an appetite 

[TronRP]

Feeling happy that I got something done, but disgruntled that I didn't get to the stuff I needed to. 

[TronRP]

Feels like I could sleep for the next 3 days.  Unfortunately, I don't have that kind of time.

[TronRP]

Feels like these long busy days are kicking my heinie.

[kat (1)]

Well I dipped back to hyperthyroidism and Graves Disease territory in two months.  I felt it was going down because I can function and actually work and not want to sleep 247. Doctor will probably be reluctant to keep me on this level of medication because um, Well Graves snd hyperthyroidism is apparently no better than Hashimoto's and hypothyroidism but at least in the hyperthyroid range I'm actually able to function.  Maybe adding the selenium pushed it to far.  Idk. I hate this autoimmune bs and trying to get the numbers just right.  I been dealing with this since I was a kid why can't they fix my ass already?

Edited July 18, 2021 by kat

[TronRP]

I am exhausted.  I just completed an overnight research project and now I feel like I'm spent.  Unfortunately, I have to chauffeur in about an hour. 

[TronRP]

On 7/17/2021 at 10:27 PM, kat said:

Well I dipped back to hyperthyroidism and Graves Disease territory in two months.  I felt it was going down because I can function and actually work and not want to sleep 247. Doctor will probably be reluctant to keep me on this level of medication because um, Well Graves snd hyperthyroidism is apparently no better than Hashimoto's and hypothyroidism but at least in the hyperthyroid range I'm actually able to function.  Maybe adding the selenium pushed it to far.  Idk. I hate this autoimmune bs and trying to get the numbers just right.  I been dealing with this since I was a kid why can't they fix my ass already?

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They can't fix you because not enough males have been documented as suffering from hyperthyroidism.  And since it is "treatable", sufferers can endure.