How Are You Feeling? (cont'd)

[kat (1)]

Absolute joy!

[WhiteLines]

I feel mentally paralyzed.

[TronRP]

I'm feeling serenely calm.  However, I'm not sure if that is appropriate given that my father was just admitted to the hospital yesterday afternoon.  It's like there is this flow of energy and I feel connected to it.

[WhiteLines]

I feel like not even attempting to clean one iota of the near condemnable level mess my wife and daughters have made in the house before i leave for North Carolina on Saturday. That'd be impossible in a day and a half anyway.

[TronRP]

So not good.

 

I spent 8 hours yesterday assisting with a lighting lab assignments, picked up dinner, hung out with the dorm room crew, got to the HomeHome and checked in with the family, got home, logged into the site and passed out with my food hanging out in the kitchen with the microwave.

 

Feels like I'm on low battery as I get this day started...and tracking down my dinner...

[WhiteLines]

I feel blank, can't achieve enough focus to really have a feeling other than... Hungry 6:30 hotel continental breakfast time.

[WhiteLines]

Also feel like kidney stones.

[TronRP]

Feeling optimistic about this build season.

[TronRP]

Feels like I didn't get hardly anything done today.

[TronRP]

...like I just woke up...

[TronRP]

Feels like it doesn't matter...

[TronRP]

Feeling like I'm about to pass out

[TronRP]

Feels like it's very hard to get motivated to do anything today.

[TronRP]

Feels like I'm running a fever as the Sun has gone down and the dislocated bone in my wrist is starting to swell...again.  But at least the Tylenol has the pain under control. 

[TronRP]

I'm feeling WooHoo mood!  I just received notification that my Girl Scout cookies have shipped and are on their way...to my mouth!!!

[TronRP]

Feels like I'm about to pig out...Girl Scout Cookies In da Houz!!!

[TronRP]

Feels like I was stuck in an INDY reboot of "West World" for an hour, trying to take care of business with an automated service rep, with everything on a 3 second, never ending repeat cycle...the same words over and over and over again...referring to me, each time, by my deceased mother's name.

 

It was a nightmare.

[TronRP]

I slept like garbage last night so I kept passing out off and on all day.  I feel worn out.

[TronRP]

I'm feeling a bit betrayed by entertainment technology.  My cable when out again...maybe they are working in the area and didn't tell anyone.  The little ROKU player seems to have a limit, then it's done for a bit...I set it to turn off after 20 minutes of inactivity so it can cool off.

 

The house got so quiet that we all passed out, unexpectedly, for about 3 hours.  Maybe I should be happy for the extra rest given that I will be chauffeuring for State Testing the next 2 days, then I will be staring on a tear our project to repair damage caused by squirrels (and a jacked up "construction" company).

 

So...forced "Me Time"?  OK, I'll go with that.

😁

[TronRP]

Exhausted...and I have to do it all over again tomorrow.

[TronRP]

Doing much better now that the nausea has passed.  Gave myself a bit of a concussion earlier.

[TronRP]

Trying not to feel like I opened a can of worms dealing with the boy...but I had to turn it into a family affair.  

[TronRP]

Although I'm currently drinking a Latté, I'm so tired, it feels like I might all asleep mid-sip...

[TronRP]

Sometimes being anti-social with anxiety feels like a curse.

 

I had finally gotten myself to a state that I could handle in public, but it never seemed to be good enough for some of the people I meet.  Then I end up retreating to a place that I know I can handle, but that is not acceptable for some of the people I meet.  So I end up closing everyone out so I can resettle, but that upsets some of the people I meet.

 

Now I feel like I just don't give a ...you're welcome to some of the people I meet.

[TronRP]

I feel like I'm in venting mode today.  I had a very upsetting sleep last night and it is really difficult to move past the emotions that were stirred up.