How Are You Feeling? (cont'd)

[Scary Guy]

4 hours ago, gwen said:

bout to head out on da lake and its ah dick twaaaang morning!

whoot.

yo momma.

not mine.

 

 

 

[phee]

Free floating icky anxiety. 

[TronRP]

Feels like the universe hasn't finished with me yet.

[Scary Guy]

1 hour ago, gwen said:

slightly frustrated.

since the stalking campaign began

house broke into

car egged 3x

glass by tires x2

kids stalked till dropping out of college

arson attempt

note on door (threat)

many things stolen just

ect ect ect more jealous baby boy games and when i had little asian girl staying here

even she got it with a made in china print out stuck under my welcome mat and

again with the screws all around my boat trailer.

i know he has coping buddy friends in my marina

will do anything for a dope hit.

suck wad losers. thats ok.

legally i can report him one more time

since he keeps confirming he still deals for a living

did i mention

he just isnt that bright?

he acts like a little -ussy boy, just hides when he does it cause hes embarrassed he's still like that at age 65 or whatever takes advantage of the nieve and less fortunate within his own comminity in the guise of 'helping' you stay good n hooked on his crap wares. 

put that in yer pipe n smoke it

he says.

cough. hack. wheeze. sexay! no, REALLY. 

 

Cops are less than useless, and in fact can often backfire.

 

They don't even bother looking for fingerprints because they don't care enough.

 

Get a PPO on him.  If he comes back around and you have date stamped video for evidence he's screwed.  Or at least that's how it's supposed to work, but YMMV.

 

Cameras are great though.

[TronRP]

Feels like I woke up to Surreal Land.  Got a wakeup call this morning after an unreal night because I forgot to charge my phone after dealing with a very emotional set of situations that didn't end until around 3am.  Then apparently Microsoft updated and shutdown my computer sometime after 4am and now my peripherals are acting buggy.  Fortunately I was able to use my phone link to let everyone know I was ok, just overstep.  I suppose Microsoft is good for something. 

[Msterbeau]

2 hours ago, gwen said:

slightly frustrated.

since the stalking campaign began

house broke into

car egged 3x

glass by tires x2

kids stalked till dropping out of college

arson attempt

note on door (threat)

many things stolen just

ect ect ect more jealous baby boy games and when i had little asian girl staying here

even she got it with a made in china print out stuck under my welcome mat and

again with the screws all around my boat trailer.

i know he has coping buddy friends in my marina

will do anything for a dope hit.

suck wad losers. thats ok.

legally i can report him one more time

since he keeps confirming he still deals for a living

did i mention

he just isnt that bright?

he acts like a little -ussy boy, just hides when he does it cause hes embarrassed he's still like that at age 65 or whatever takes advantage of the nieve and less fortunate within his own comminity in the guise of 'helping' you stay good n hooked on his crap wares. 

put that in yer pipe n smoke it

he says.

cough. hack. wheeze. sexay! no, REALLY. 

 

it's scary how many toddlers are running around in adult bodies...

[Msterbeau]

48 minutes ago, TronRP said:

Feels like I woke up to Surreal Land.  Got a wakeup call this morning after an unreal night because I forgot to charge my phone after dealing with a very emotional set of situations that didn't end until around 3am.  Then apparently Microsoft updated and shutdown my computer sometime after 4am and now my peripherals are acting buggy.  Fortunately I was able to use my phone link to let everyone know I was ok, just overstep.  I suppose Microsoft is good for something. 

 

😞

[Scary Guy]

53 minutes ago, TronRP said:

Feels like I woke up to Surreal Land.  Got a wakeup call this morning after an unreal night because I forgot to charge my phone after dealing with a very emotional set of situations that didn't end until around 3am.  Then apparently Microsoft updated and shutdown my computer sometime after 4am and now my peripherals are acting buggy.  Fortunately I was able to use my phone link to let everyone know I was ok, just overstep.  I suppose Microsoft is good for something. 

 

My father's Windows 11 computer shit itself last night.  Display port stopped working so I brought it to the work bench to test it with another monitor and HDMI.  Then the desktop wasn't showing up and was glitching out.  System restore fixed that though.  Back downstairs and DP still wasn't working so I hooked up an HDMI.  Still poking at it.

[TronRP]

18 minutes ago, Scary Guy said:

 

My father's Windows 11 computer shit itself last night.  Display port stopped working so I brought it to the work bench to test it with another monitor and HDMI.  Then the desktop wasn't showing up and was glitching out.  System restore fixed that though.  Back downstairs and DP still wasn't working so I hooked up an HDMI.  Still poking at it.

~~~~~

At least it's not just me.  Fortunately after repeated functions, the software has caught up.  Back in business. 

[TronRP]

My emotional state is correcting itself.

Normality achieved.

[Scary Guy]

16 minutes ago, TronRP said:

My emotional state is correcting itself.

Normality achieved.

 

Normality is often overrated though.

 

I also like that quote that goes "'Normality' is a word that should always be used in quotes."

[NocteSpiritus]

I got my dental and vision insurance cards. Now I'm waiting on my health insurance card so I can get my medical insurance and doctors/therapy appointments going again. 

[TronRP]

9 hours ago, Scary Guy said:

 

Normality is often overrated though.

 

I also like that quote that goes "'Normality' is a word that should always be used in quotes."

~~~~~

When I used to use words like normal, sanity, right, understood, useful, functional, etc., I used to always put them in quotes.  Now my everything is what used to be in those quotation marks so I just have a moment and keep going.

[Rayne]

I actually don’t know. I had a well deserved stay-cation last weekend. Went to see Summer Slam with my kids then went to see Mudvayne and Gwar. Went back to work today. It’s my birthday. I’m working and packing to move. I really don’t know what or how I’m feeling tbh. 
 

Got another birthday event coming up on Monday. 

Edited August 10, 2023 by Rayne

[know_buddy_kares]

Exhausted. Couldn't get to sleep until well past 11 last night, and things made me get up a bit earlier than normal today.

 

Hell at least I had time for a shower, so there's that. But fuuuck it's only Thursday and I'm already feeling like Sloth, everything is a bother today.

[oXMiahGraceXo]

I feel so much better but I'm also in so much pain still XD 

 

Apparently it's somewhat rare to have an extremely painful reaction to an IUD insertion. 

 

Guess who's lucky enough to have an intense reaction! 🙃 

Thankfully I didn't go alone like I was planning originally and @et-novum took care of me. 

But compared to 24 hours ago I feel FANTASTIC 

[TronRP]

To everyone how needs it...

[NocteSpiritus]

Somewhat accomplished. Made what can be dinner for the next few days. Now to get that motivation to clean the house in the next couple days. 

[Slogo]

Groggy

[SlavicGoth]

I wish i could just shut off my brain at night. Or mute it

[Scary Guy]

1 hour ago, gwen said:

better.

did an energy meditation with the mentor.

he said (he is fixing my folly)

do that thing you used to do now.

*raise your chi to crown area, pass it through a projected thought form, in the guise of a question to the universe about an issue your having*

do you see it now?

there IS no god.

there is NOTHING your praying to.

all your doing

is projecting your chi with this

rather negative thought form attached.

grasping for answers I guess are you?

drawing

whatever bad energy is attached to this

unresolved wish of yours

to yourself.

STOP PRAYING LIKE THAT!!!

it shows weakness and uncertainty in your chi center.

its like

your just asking for trouble.

what is it you cannot fix without prayer?

NOTHING!

now stop it!

 

 

"Two hands working can do more than millions clasped in prayer."

[NocteSpiritus]

Hopeful. I should be getting the last of my insurance cards and I can start the process of seeing if my current doctors take the new insurance. Or find new doctors that will take the new insurance. 

[phee]

Bed=good

[oXMiahGraceXo]

I am so SO sleepy. But my ultrasound went fine. And after the results get read I should have some answers as to why I cramped up and doubled over after the procedure. 

[know_buddy_kares]

Well rested finally. Seeing things start to pick up even faster in my plans really helps with stress and anxiety. Like I knew things would pick up speed, but actually seeing it speed up hits different.