Scared

[Brenda Starrr]

I don't know why this hurts so much

I'm not even supposed to care

I'll be completely alone, yet surrounded

It shouldn't even matter if I am

But it does, and I hate the way I feel

I shouldn't even have to feel as if I need you

But I do, or at least I think I do

And I just wish it were different.....

[bean]

I've thought those things soooo many times, Brenda...good stuff!

[Brenda Starrr]

Thank you....

[torn asunder]

it can be nerve-wracking, but you'll be fine!

[Brenda Starrr]

I almost can't describe what I was feeling here. I was just a wreck....