Close Enough To Perfect?

[Brenda Starrr]

Reading some of the responses in certain threads, I wonder about how everyone really feels. I'm looking for total honesty-not what others have to say about you.

I would say that I'm average. Some days, I feel pretty damned hot. Of course, that depends on what I'm wearing. And if my hair turned out. Oh, and my makeup.....

[Paper Hearts]

lol.

[Brenda Starrr]

What??

[Paper Hearts]

"No, I'm serious. Chew your arm off so as not to wake me."

-Funny stuff.

[Brenda Starrr]

That's my morning look. Just wait till you see it.

[torn asunder]

That's my morning look. Just wait till you see it.

:blink :erm :fear :whistling

[Brenda Starrr]

:blink  :erm  :fear  :whistling

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Shut UP, Mike!!! :fear

[bean]

I try to avoid looking in mirrors, seriously. I'm not a big fan of my looks.

[Brenda Starrr]

I try to avoid looking in mirrors, seriously.  I'm not a big fan of my looks.

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But, you're beautiful. Why?

[soothsayer]

That's my morning look. Just wait till you see it.

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:innocent

[Slept with ghost]

::gives evil chuckle::

[EvilEve]

my boyfriend tells me i'm hot, and i know that's just his opinion. i personally think that i could do some stuff to at least bring my self-esteem up to "average." i should... why don't i? i want to see if i'll actually start listening to myself as oppose to my "i want to look better" self. they have an on-going war inside my head... it's a bloody mess.

i'm not bad looking, i don't think, but i'm not the best looking. again, my own thoughts clouding what's really there. i've got to kill that part that wants me to be better-looking... who's got a hack-saw? :devil

seriously, i've seen worse than me. i've just got to convince myself that i'm beautiful in my own sense. ... i'm giving myself therapy... what the hell.?

[Brenda Starrr]

It's so funny. I never even felt remotely beautiful until after I left my ex. I was never told that I was pretty. Wayne, on the other hand, tells me every single day that I'm hot (laughs REALLY hard), or that I'm beautiful. For once in my life, I feel beautiful. NOT every day, mind you. But more than ever.

[EvilEve]

see, i know that i'm a beautiful person once i get past all the negative images that are in my head (i LOVE childhood trama from the sperm-doner [note the scarcasim] and all those times of tramatizing).

once i get past that, then i'll be beautiful. for now... i'm slightly pretty.

[saechalyn]

I hate the way I look.

[Brenda Starrr]

I hate the way I look.

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Why? You're beautiful!!

[unchaste]

I'm okay with my face, except for my schnoze, but the body...the body needs work.

[saechalyn]

Why? You're beautiful!!

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*shrug* I don't think I am. I've never felt beautiful, nor remotely close.

[damagedangel]

my looks get a big fat zero in my book

[bean]

But, you're beautiful. Why?

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I've been told so many times that I'm ugly, not attractive, whatever, over the years, that I started believing it, and I've got low self-esteem, blah blah blah....I know I should get over it and think differently, but old habits are hard to break!

Brenda, you are beautiful, inside and out ! =)

[Brenda Starrr]

I've been told so many times that I'm ugly, not attractive, whatever, over the years, that I started believing it, and I've got low self-esteem, blah blah blah....I know I should get over it and think differently, but old habits are hard to break!

Brenda, you are beautiful, inside and out !  =)

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Well, guess what?! I saw you at CC. I had not been drinking, and I'm honest. You ARE beautiful. So nya nya nya!!

And thank you for the compliment. You are also sweet!

[Lilith]

I would say i am about average. When i get all dressed up i will even think i am HOT for me but still average compared to every one else. I see so many who i think are way way way pretier then i.

Personality wise i think i have a very special unquie odd one that only some can take. I like it and i dont. I often wish i had some one elses personality, one of those i see flow with conversation well, those who can just make friend any where any time and so on.

lilith

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*wink, drool, pant, gasp,

[Vater Araignee]

If you saw me with Sinn on my arm you'd say "Dam he's either rich or hung like hedge hog" then you notice my clothing and strike the rich theory, then you'd noticed my tight pants and say "I thought that was an ugly guy..."

[kellygrrrrrl]

I am an average woman.

A semi-plain jane if you will.