TROY - Please talk to us

[Onyx]

I know what it is to be feeling just exactly some of those same things you are feeling. I thought I had found the love of my life and gave it all, completely, everything. I still love him with all my heart and I know how it feels like it's ripping you in half.

I went in and listened to your recording (in fact am still listening to it) and it really touched me. I have felt all these things too. I really never knew what real love was until a couple of years ago. Sometimes I think I would have been better off never knowing.

I think it really helps to know someone else has felt this same way and gone through hell and came out the other side. It's hard to rebuild everything from the ashes. It's hard as hell trying to be still friends. I'm dealing with this exact thing myself. All my good advice to other people is biting me right square in the ass now because I can not take my own advice!

I am worried by what you posted. I know you probably don't feel like posting but please say something - anything at all.

If you don't I'm going to call every single person I know until I find someone who can go to your house and track you down!

[Dollardave]

I know what it is to be feeling just exactly some of those same things you are feeling.  I thought I had found the love of my life and gave it all, completely, everything.  I still love him with all my heart and I know how it feels like it's ripping you in half.

I went in and listened to your recording (in fact am still listening to it) and it really touched me.  I have felt all these things too.  I really never knew what real love was until a couple of years ago.  Sometimes I think I would have been better off never knowing.

I think it really helps to know someone else has felt this same way and gone through hell and came out the other side.  It's hard to rebuild everything from the ashes.  It's hard as hell trying to be still friends.  I'm dealing with this exact thing myself.  All my good advice to other people is biting me right square in the ass now because I can not take my own advice!

I am worried by what you posted.  I know you probably don't feel like posting but please say something - anything at all.

If you don't I'm going to call every single person I know until I find someone who can go to your house and track you down!

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

I too miss troy hes always been a gentlemen to me and my family we were talking about u saturday wondering where u have been. I don't know what exactly happened about this heartbreak but u know we always have talked and been friends is this about sybil or something I just dont understand.

[JaneDead]

yes someone go to him asap if you can. i don't know where he lives or i would do it myself!

[Onyx]

I am 3 hours away.

Troy is probably going to be pissed off at people coming to his door and probably dragging him out of bed, but is there anyone reading this close by where he lives? Just to go knock on his door and give him a hug from us to be sure he is okay?

[JaneDead]

I am 3 hours away.

Troy is probably going to be pissed off at people coming to his door and probably dragging him out of bed, but is there anyone reading this close by where he lives?  Just to go knock on his door and give him a hug from us to be sure he is okay?

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at this point i could give two shits if he is pissed if someone goes to him. we need to know he is ok. :tear

[Nienna]

I will go over there asap.

[torn asunder]

thank you... =(

[Onyx]

I will go over there asap.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

Thank you so much!

[Nienna]

ok.. he's in the hospital.. noone go over there... his parents are handling this.

[torn asunder]

thanks for letting us know - will anyone be able to keep us updated?

[JaneDead]

ok.. he's in the hospital.. noone go over there... his parents are handling this.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

oh thank god. thank you for going there!!

[Nienna]

thanks for letting us know - will anyone be able to keep us updated?

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

His dad said he would call me when he knows more. I'll try to keep updates.

[JaneDead]

you are a good friend. i am glad he has you and that you were able to go there.

[Fierce Critter]

Nienna - many thanks.

His post gave me chills. Froze me in my seat.

I spent some hours with him on the phone when I was living in NC at periods where it looked like he needed someone to talk to. For personal reasons, I can't be that person anymore.

But it doesn't matter - there are dozens of people on this board who CAN.

Thank goodness.

And thank goodness he has good parents watching out for him. Sounds like the hospital is just the place he needs to be right now. Not a club, not on this board, not wallowing at home alone (despite loving parents) where he can't help himself, as much as he would like to.

Please do keep us updated. It's difficult to know when action or inaction is the proper route towards help. In this case, I'm glad action was taken.

Perhaps it's best leaving things at a single contact person. Nienna, if that be you, kudos & many, many thanks.

[Nienna]

Perhaps it's best leaving things at a single contact person. Nienna, if that be you, kudos & many, many thanks.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

I'm fine with that. I think the last thing Troy or his family needs is a barrage of people freaking out all over. I'm going to do my best to stay in touch.

[Guest Game of Chance]

As I mentioned in another post...

Troy,

You are my motherfucker. Call me when you're feeling a little better.

Steve

[Msterbeau]

As I mentioned in another post...

Troy,

You are my motherfucker.  Call me when you're feeling a little better.

Steve

Right on.

[SomeDanGuy]

Yeah his post this morning really freaked me out, but I couldn't do anything since I don't have a number or address. It seemed....pretty clear what direction that might be heading so I'm glad to hear he's still ok and getting some help.

[saechalyn]

Yeah I read that post this morning and panicked. Thank you so much Nienna for letting us know what happened.

[Jarodaka]

:( Thank you, Nienna...

[Reaper]

Damn man. When I read his post, I was sure he was typing after he did an OD. Hope everything will be ok for him. We'll be here after he gets back.

[DarkVampire]

I don't know you Troy personally like so many people here. When I registered you were warm, freindly and accomidating to me and every new person here. From what I've seen here you area great person, friend to all. I hope you get better. Take care of yourself, that is the number one priority.

Greg

[gothicmom]

he's been at the back of my brain all day.

[Brenda Starrr]

He'll be in my thoughts.

[Aralis]

I hope everything is ok.

He is in my thoughts as well.

We miss you Troy!