What are you feeling?

[creatureofthenyte]

Like I hope Rayne is doin ok.

[Ice Queen (1)]

like I have been up on my roof all day, putting a new one on

like my butt, knees, palms, and fingers hate me because of it, and will protest even more tomorrow

like after all this is done, I will really need to put on a dress and 5" stilettos

[Scales]

A confused certainty in certain confusions.

[Homicidalheathen]

Happily exhausted, hope Rayne is ok too...

[JaneDead]

feeling tired and hoping rayne is doing ok

[Msterbeau]

Hot.

And like sending well wishes to Rayne and Phee and the kids so she recovers quickly.

[Ice Queen (1)]

As long as I don't move a muscle, I am fine, other then that, every muscle in my body complains! I need some TLC!

[Hellion]

Like drinking some beer

[Oh_My_Goth]

Tired.....

& I need rubs.....

[Rayne]

Thank you everyone.

I feel the pain meds are working. I also feel really tired but my body won't let me sleep. I feel like the dude who put me to sleep today lied to me when he said he wasn't going to yet and next thing I knew they were waking me up. I can't be alone until Tuesday and I can't be exposed to anything, even indirectly - which is a pain.

I also have some answers but I don't think it was what they were looking for. I will know more when I go back to my doctor in a few weeks.

Oh, and I can't drive for awhile and that is driving me crazy.

But I am okay and hopefully won't take as long to recover as they think.

[TheLordOfSins]

I'm frustrated with people mostly because I follow different codes in life then most, I'm excited about tomorrow and equally nerves! I'm tired of school and work... College hard? Who knew? lol I'm happy that I'm actually doing better now then I ever have in my life and yet I'm still frustrated by my limitations! UGH! RAWR!!!!!! >.< Okay, I feel better now.

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

I feel he means this...

got the guts?

i already have, you dork, in the big boobie appreciation thread.

[Oh_My_Goth]

Superb.....

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

A confused certainty in certain confusions.

yeah, kinda like that.....

[ManicQueen]

I feel good cuz I just had some friends over for a fire tonight.

Like I got to practice some real scenerior's *karate* on some friends.. kinda without messing myself up even more

Like tomorrow will be the test's of all test's.

Like tonight was the first time in months that I had pizza or any kind of high calerie carb.

I'm feeling like I can acomplish anything right now

[ManicQueen]

And I'm feeling like The Dark Knight was the shit!

[jynxxxedangel]

Accomplished.

Temporarily rich.

[freydis]

Chewed up and spit out. :(

Oogie and sore, groggy as hell.

[Bernadette]

glad it's the weekend, and rested.

[phee]

Like there are a lot of movies I want to see..... but food is good..... And movies won't feed me.... or put gas in my car.... or a roof over my head....

[the eternal]

Missing someone A LOT...

You know I love you too. When I move to Detroit and we'll have that film fest we talked about.

Ok??

I feel like I reveal a little too much of myself, on here...

You have a loooong way to catch up to me, sister.

Besides, you keep it just vague enough to not be giving away the farm on your personal life.

Disappointed in people.....

That's my life motto.

Makes a great fake promotional poster too------

PEOPLE---

Nothing but one disappointment after another.

Nervous. I have a big party tonight-- over 200 men are supposed to be there.

Thinking that it's funny that everyone's cold sweat nightmare is your day-job reality.

Thank you everyone.

I feel the pain meds are working. I also feel really tired but my body won't let me sleep. I feel like the dude who put me to sleep today lied to me when he said he wasn't going to yet and next thing I knew they were waking me up. I can't be alone until Tuesday and I can't be exposed to anything, even indirectly - which is a pain.

I also have some answers but I don't think it was what they were looking for. I will know more when I go back to my doctor in a few weeks.

Oh, and I can't drive for awhile and that is driving me crazy.

But I am okay and hopefully won't take as long to recover as they think.

Like there are a lot of movies I want to see..... but food is good..... And movies won't feed me.... or put gas in my car.... or a roof over my head....

I have lots of movies. We can watch them. And they're free.

If the kids are around, I'll whip out my Miyazaki collection.

They're simply the best movies Walt Disney wishes he had the balls to make.

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ME---

I'm trying to get up enough strength to work instead of just stare at my computer.

I feel like I'm on this cruel roller coaster right now, and I just want to go back to the tunnel of love.

The good news: I'll be in Chicago and then Hawaii in August.

The bad news:

Legal drama with the ex looks to be never ending.

My lawyer didn't file the paperwork that was needed, and I haven't gotten ahold of her in...

I can't remember how long.

After months of working with my atty, and giving her my money, I now may have to find new legal repres.

and then risk losing everything while I'm on a beach getting married, even if I do get a good lawyer.

Plus, I may not have enough dough to come up with another two grand retainer.

I haven't had a vacation in three years, and my workplace doesn't accrue vacation pay, so that means no money coming in when I need it most.

My love told me she could not wait another year to start our life together, and I said I don't want to wait another minute.

That was months ago.

So today I offered to Bean,

if she wanted,

to break off the engagement,

because, with everything up in the air, I may have to stay in Lansing.

Thankfully, she refused and

instead I may just put off my Detroit job hunt and commute halfway across the state on a daily basis indefinitely.

Which is a thousand times better than losing her.

I can't imagine my life without her at this point.

Last night, my boss sent me home because my stress-induced GI got so bad that I threw up and nearly passed out at work.

And in the middle of all this shit...

I get emailed our wedding ceremony from the Hawaiian rabbi,

and while I'm reading it to her this morning, we both break down crying at how beautiful it is.

I'm so fucking drained.

[phee]

I feel that Eternal is having an interesting life.... I am sorry

[Rayne]

My bright red car out in front of my house is calling my name ..........

An average of 75 miles a day I put on that thing ...... it is killing me to not be able to touch it.

[phee]

Like I wish my job would impliment a "Bring Your Chihuahuas to work" day

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

i am hoping for a speedy recovery for Rayne

both scared and excited about tonight. i get to meet morbid, again, and see lots of familiar faces... but then there's the issue w/ my toe! :\

i am tired... but that's always...

yeah, that's pretty much it....