NOW I know what a 2 day bender is!

[Saephyr]

:blink

Ok to those I contacted and those who wanna slap me for being a nerd...sorry.

I take way too many damn heavy drugs to be drinking and I blacked out while a friend was over and I'm not sure what else I did to freak him out but he's never left me high & dry so it must have been good.

i called my x about 1000 times i guess and he called the cops.

I never get to remember the cool shit.

I broke a lot of crap. Stabbed my kitchen wall to death, screwed up my knuckles and worse...my tits are bruised all the hell man! :tear

I'd ask for volunteers for boo-boo kisses but it might hurt too much :woot: All the more reason I started to ask that we atch each others ass at the bar. I'm so fucking glad I didn't try to drive. I was home and that's ok but man that shit is WEIRD!

Thanks to all my guys who still like me...u know who u r

I'm getting better physically well...cujtting the pain anyway but hey...can't ask for too much! I lost 15 pounds and that's very cool.

I just hope I don't punch myself ever again man I hurt a bitch man! Ow! :innocent

I'll be there for you fellas when you fall too but don't do it for me PLEEZE

[AstralCrux]

Holy Cow! Hope you feel better.

[Saephyr]

Hun...my bod is so bruised I bet the fellas at CC would freak out and thik someone got int oa fight with me.

It was me....damn drugs!

[AstralCrux]

Are you sure those are the best option for you? Might there be better options you haven't tried? Ouchies!

[Saephyr]

No no no honey I'm sorry.

They are prescriptions and theyare much needed to fight the cancer pains and trust me if I didn't have them I'd have just gone DGN on someone's ass by now.

Sex makes it feel better in fact.

Just wanna land me a lover what in the hell is so hard abotu that? My GAWD I used to have 3 at a time but...I was also a size 13 and shit so maybe that has a lot to do with that.

Fitness USA and I have business to deal with.

I wanna rock again dammit!

[Guest Megalicious]

I hope your ok hun, perhaps I could voulenter to tie you down and watch you lol :devil You know just so you dont hurt yourself.... :whistling

[Saephyr]

I LOVE YA ALREADY BABY

[The_Dark]

Sometimes... Venting is good

Sometimes... We need "help" venting

Most times... We pay for venting

Everytime... the price was worth it

[Saephyr]

TD I have always found you to be very comforting to speak with.

I was messed up from booze & very strong prescriptions but ...the feelings I was venting were all too real.

It really scares me

[Brenda Starrr]

Sweetie, you'll be fine. Just take care of you.

And you can vent to me anytime.

[bean]

I've done that too many times to count. You need to take care of yourself sweet pea...*hugs*

[Saephyr]

Talk about holy shit though!

I am so fucking glad I didn't try to drive anywhere.

[DarkRacer]

You can come to my place and vent in my yard. its big enough and there's stuff you can break.

[Saephyr]

Would Mum be ok with that?

How about Pink? YOu know I like her now Racer.