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I don't know what to expect now. I feel lost and confused. I don't know what the hell is going on with my life. Maybe being so resilant to things my entire life was not intended to be in the plan by God, the universe all along. Maybe I was supposed to succumb to an end a long time ago but somehow someway, something missed its target or deadline, mission just a slight enough to cause me trauma and tragedy but not quite eliminate or destroy ME? Yeah this sounds crazy but why does it feel like something evil is chasing me, especially now .maybe my grandma was right when I was a little girl, she said why couldn't they just leave us alone..Noone still acts like they have any idea what she meant..