Can't help but believe that has something to do with me.
Yeah, we spent since 10am still trying to make something work, but I guess everyone misconnected so I will definitely take the blame on this one. Every time I commit to something I have an anxiety attack about wasting people's time which is one of the things that stops me from putting myself out there.
I was also in a celebratory mode last night because I managed to pay off my truck way ahead of time. The companies involved were padding my bill by nearly $100 every 30 days with over $800 of something called "Other". I got rid of that entire situation as of 6pm Wednesday night on July 5th. I forgot to take my "step back" and recollect myself before diving headlong into something else, but I was feeling good...needless to say.