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~~~~~ Yes, it definitely feels like that...😆

Pastors be like smartphones. You say something three days ago at random, in your house, Sunday you go to church and they be talking about it looking right at you. They was doing stuff with your algorithms before social media even existed.

~~~~~ That feeling usually happens because a person is thinking they are being judged. Focus on what you need to get out of the service, not on who you think is watching you in the service.

~~~~~ Well, you do know Trene could help with that if you are interested. 😁

~~~~~ One thing I discovered was to stop thinking about the world as a whole. I try to deal on my situation only and how it is affected by what's going on in the world. Slow and steady, taking one day at a time. 😊

Naw, screw it. I just threw the rest of the bag in the trash. Done. Nomore. The birth control pills can go too.

I did go to the ER last night and was like I need Psych and they took me right back. I seen a medical doctor and a tele psychiatrist, who was awesome. She didn't think that I needed to be admitted and said immediately stop them birth control pills. I was balling about the whole needing a hysterectomy thing and apparently the MD there looked at my medical records (my gyno is apart of that hospital so everything is connected) well the psych doctor said that my situation is complex enough that I should look into something called a reproductive Psychiatrist (apparently its a big thing but she's in North Carolina. I never heard of this) anyway, she recommended that I talk to my insurance company about finding one in Michigan. She gave me something to take at home, switched my antidepressant and I was out! Thankfully. Also, I told my mother about eating them gummies and how I felt after and she goes, "Mandi, I'm allergic to it, Chris is allergic to it, and so is Lyndsi." (My sister, Lyndsi smokes like Snoop but she was told that she was actually allergic) I should probably assume if my mom and siblings are allergic than I probably am also. Stupid drugs. So, I have a couple gummies chillin here. I'll probably give em to my neighbor. That's what good neighbors do, right? Get each other high? Mine do 🤣

~~~~~ Depending on which end of the city you want to travel to, there should be Community Centers around. The ones around us are run by volunteers that work with the onsite medical center or we have the ones sponsored by funding from the local district. What do you need ma chère?