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For me: My politics are generally pretty simple... If you are not hurting anyone you should be left alone... Socially, being gay does not hurt any one, being trans does not hurt anyone, despite the propaganda immigrants in a general sense do not hurt anyone. Having certain religions beliefs or lack there of do not hurt anyone... but as soon as you start to tell others or force others to follow your beliefs (including kids) you run the risk of hurting someone. Religion usually is the first thing to fail this test, believing in what you want is fine, but religious people barely ever can keep it to themselves. Any type of belief system that tells you that a certain groups or classes of people are better than others "just because" you are hurting others... whether it is believing that you and yours will go to heaven and others will not, or that people with resources vs people without are superior to others, you are hurting others. If you have a zillion times more resources than someone else and think that you have no obligation to the person who does not have the same fortune as you... you are essentially keeping a ridiculous amount more than you would ever need from that person and are hurting that person. (On the other side of this if you are taking from others without any accountability or responsibility for yourself, you are also hurting others, but the amount of this from what I have seen pales in comparison to the amount of wealthy people who take advantage of those who are not) Guns... they exist people have them... this country has it in it's DNA. Responsible ownership is good etc... but the fetish that people have for guns is stupid... the fact that there are more guns in this country than people is stupid... the fact that people fight for the right of unstable people to have guns is stupid. I know this makes me sound left leaning... I am okay with that, but there was a time when conservative actually meant to conserve things and having personal freedom... not so much any more. (this is a start)

Left. Very left. No one is illegal on stolen land. Human rights are non-negotiable. Capitalism is fucking killing us. White supremacy must be dismantled. Anti-fascist.

I apologize for my absence inbetween the years I've been on this website. I have had a lot happen. If you are curious, I did write about everything that happened to me in the "Mental Disorders Thread". Simply, I am alien and feral. Easiest way to explain. In the last time I've been here, I have had an amazing and also incredibly shitty life at the same time. But, that taught me about balance. I am now a mother to a miniature dachshund, our Mini Cooper. My boyfriend of six years loooooooves dachshunds, and since he is the bread winner, I gladly let him have his choice of dog. I'm an all animal woman. I also like my big doges. Big boofs. But I love the little sausage. He's our Mighty Weenie. Roger and I, /are/ engaged at this point. We have a house, a car, a life, a dog, friends, etc. We also happily came to terms with both being Asexual. Since we made the move years ago to be asexual/flux-sex repulsed. We PDA in public with kissing. We get into kiss fits... Body fluids just make us both vomit. Except blood. Lol. No kids for us... YAY! We are the adult kids. We cannot get married just yet. We both want to work on ourselves first. We aren't ready as people for a government document commitment. After getting published in popular High Fashion Magazines and various alternative ones, I've retired as a model. I gladly reached my goal of Vogue, and I feel completed in that section of my life. So it ended.... But! I now have a new goal. I am publishing a cookbook in my later years. I have been working through recipes and making my own. I also have an amazing art career And many gardens and plants of my own. Also, I get to hangout with Scott and even got to hug Raev this year as well. I'm happy to be back. I'm super busy now a days with real life. The internet is actually horrible, and real life is like a dream. I rather be in real life (social media has became a huge "turn-off" for me. Yet, here I am lol 😂 It's not Meta or Twit or turn tables, um.. Tiktok?... Yeah. I'm. Not over 30 at all). Yes, I'm weird, and I'm not here to turn anyone on. It's actually the complete opposite. *eyes move like lizard's, as tongue licks eyeball, slowly* My dude's 👇

Fascism leads to genocide 100%. Trump has already spoken about locking up people in internment camps. Every anti-LGBTQIA + bill is genocide. People on the right have already spoken about eradicating trans people. Indigenous people are still undergoing a genocide. There is an epidemic of MMIW that has gone unnoticed. Black trans people are being murdered. When you have a political party like the GOP whose supporters consist of Christofascists and Neo Nazis, that should be an indication. Oh let’s not forget about the sluts for Hitler who are infiltrating school boards. The right is playing revisionist history here with redefining what slavery was. Redefining the Holocaust. Redefining the mass genocide of Indigenous people here. I could go on.

Feeling pretty relaxed. Nothing came from my potato moment at work on Friday. The write up never even happened. My potato moments are growing farther and fewer in-between. It's also comforting to know they know they can't find anyone to do my job, at least not nearly as good as I can. Things are back to a solid routine again and I can finally relax.

I came back here after I heard about Troy. I wanted to check the place out again. I saw some familiar names, couldn't remember my login, so I started a new account. Out with the old, in with the new.

Hi!!!!!

Now that I'm back in from other duties, about to get cleaned up and get some dinner.

Super stressed out in so many ways.

This thread feels like classic DGN... carry on.

Currently working on my arm. My tattoos speak for the chapters of my life. My left arm are my kid years. My back is when I had enough of chaos, and took control of chaos. Yay, chaos. Tattoos are expensive, and we have a world to explore and life to achieve. Tattoos will happen in time.

We learn when we fuck up. I made the mistake of using the term “lizard people” to someone who is Jewish and I was corrected. We learn, we grow.

pretty far to the left a far as this country is concerned. Its true that both sides suck, but there's is a difference in sucktitude between them. One side (Dems) tend to say things and rarely get anything done (though they seem more on top of things lately. Especially in MI). Whereas the Reps have just devolved into sadism. It used to be they would just ignore the poor, exploited, etc... Now they actually seem to get of on causing pain to anyone not like them.

I've been watching it all unfold too. We're getting forced into sides. Something has to stop this because they won't stop.

This is more accurate for me than what I could puke out about myself. I feel this. As much as I wish the system would collapse, I doubt it fucking will. So I pump money into the market. I'm either gonna win this game, or win my wish watching it collapse. Either or is fine by me. And fascists... They always lead to genocides. Maybe one day we'll get smart/lucky and flip the genocide on them. I hope I'm long gone and living in another continent by then if it happens. Seen enough wars already.

CPTSD from sexual, physical, emotional abuse on a regular basis from age 7-10, then periodically from 10-18. I moved out of my parent's house at 18, ended up in a few abusive relationships. My ex husband attempted to murder me. Depression and social anxiety since I was a teenager. I finally got help in my late 20's which was when I was diagnosed. I've done a lot of therapy over the years.

Hiiiiiii

It's Lisa Gilbert. I'm new to DGN.

~~~~~ Understandable. Thus the clash of cultures. From my Tribal American viewpoint, it's the circle of life and nature sharing the process with you, for out of death comes life and to know that there is balance. 🌺

...and mister? you can follow that up with some of them new fangled herbal boner pills! little. blue. pills. nuffsaid.

That is awesome! I love the case ❤️ I miss having money for makeup. Someday.

~~~~~ You probably have...lol.

I didn’t get it once. It was great.

Clearly not.

I’m not dead yet!

I've had this set for a couple years now. The mink was hit by a car and the creator harvested what could be used and gave them a new life. They sit on my alter now resting. I only wear these for special occasions. I don't like bringing my skulls out unless it's a really good reason. I'm super respectful about animal skulls and protective of them. I give them a second life where they live their days with fragrances, plants, rocks, and beautiful sticks to decorate their resting places around my house where they are regularly cleaned and saged. I either sage with sage from my garden, or my friends send me white sage they grow in their garden (Condor and Eagle Trading Post is their business, but, they send it to me personally. Literally brother and sister to me for a long time). Which reminds me, I need to call them.

After years of unjust imprisonment I am finally free to cause chaos once again!!! Oh hai there!

I have nothing against guns... its the gun culture... the ammosexuals that get off on their guns, fetishize and worship them that I have an issue with.

One day I'll be able to check this venue out. For now I'm stuck in toddlerville.

A lot of it was done behind closed doors, or somewhat low key and passively. Like I would see bits of his moantube channel come across my facebook feed every now and again. It was... bad... It was watching someone slowly go down hill, and feel bad and vindicated at the same time. It's understandably a confusing period of time around this.

I’m back

The Spook is dead. Long live the n0Mad!

I don't think anyone is bashing Troy. But everyone is sort of passively acknowledging things and traits about him that were toxic. We can't deny he did do a lot of people really dirty in life too, and some of those people are the ones coming back. Yes, he did put a lot of energy creating this board, and for that we are grateful. But a long the way things did grow toxic, and it's important to acknowledge that as well. It's currently being run (and from what I hear, essentially has been run for the past decade) by Tron. I see a better direction for this board thanks to her and rather focus on that.

Why am I back? I don’t know. I would pop in, every so often, over the years. Just to take a peek in and see what’s going on with everybody. But a lot of the old guard wasn’t here. And it kind of made me sad for what it used to be. Some of you know me really well. Those of you that know me well or part of the reason I moved to Detroit in the first place. But mostly because I met my husband on here. I was once a moderator, keeping the peace, but still making some of the worst jokes, and definitely some of the most posts lol. I don’t know if I would consider myself goth, technically. But I’ve always been a misfit, and I never was the cool kid, and when I found this place, it felt like home. For once, there were people like me, and I wasn’t the only oddball. But it’s nice to be back. It’s nice to be here with some of the people that I count as some of the coolest people I know. Sorry if that offends any of you.☠️ This site is a community. It is a community of people who absolutely changed my life on many levels. And it gives my little black heart a warm, fuzzy feeling. so yeah, I guess I’m back 🖤🩷

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Challenge accepted.

I'm not sure if I just read a flirt or not, but either way...*popcorn*

1) I met a lot of people through here who I developed real friendships with 2) More substance and fewer advertisements than social media 3) The sources of frustration here are gone

Two reasons: 1. My friends are back and I miss you guys. 2. The person that was making me very uncomfortable isn't here anymore.

Can confirm.

I was free once... it was great.

Rita Repulsive or something. I appreciate all the hard work from you guys. Let this be a shiney new era for this board. I retired from being a troll. Kinda calmed down a lot. Doing the widowed dad thing currently. seeing who is still around and who is new. Gotta get outta that ban cage and stretch the legs a bit so might be quiet for a while.

Those folks? Hahaha. That shit is great! The lineage of my White's is poorly documented which was common for rural poverty level toxic backwoods families especially past the 1900's but my efforts a few years back turnt up that they originated in that exact region of west Virginia around the Civil War era so it's very much possible on some distant level and I always thought that was probably the case cause just comparing them, it makes a lot of sense lol. I know there's a full blooded Cherokee a few generations back too, those kinds of things were often not documented at all. Hell most poor backwoods mountain outlaws couldn't even read or write all the way up into the 1980s for shits sake. Now I've stayed up all night and have to go to work in 10 minutes then pack and drive to WV/OH later lmfao. I'll resurface on here sometime later once the dust settles.

Yes after some sporadic and severe episodes thru the winter and a less than favorable year so far, plus various little things that I've been watching slowly evolve over the past few months, blah, blah blah, I am certain that rigor mortis has set in on this muthafu¢¢a' I did absolutely all I could do for many years. I have always held it down, I've been faithful to my wife from the start like a monogamy militant. My wife has always been true to me as well, the only faithful woman I've been with (that used to be important enough to me to overlook much of her behavior actually... which sound actually stupid now) But I believe I've surely gone above and beyond to often at this point, even going against my own instincts and core values at times just to maintain some kinda peace, looking back now no idea why. Fortunately most of the time I was on the road working far from home all these years, unfortunately at that time tho my children have been left with an unstable erratic barely functioning walking cluserfu¢¢ as their main caregiver and now I have fucked up neglected psychologically abused children who have already had the foundation laid to continue the generational trauma. When I conceded my hardline stance about no having kids ever and had Lilith, I shifted my goal from "preventing the existence of another generation of Whites" to the goal of "making sure the generational abuse ended and was not passed to them" and I just stood by and let that goal get drug under the wheels and mutilated all over the highway. Trying to maintain this for the sake of my kids no longer seems remotely viable since she took my house and destroyed it into a place not fit for human habitation that we can't even allow people inside of in order to maintain the "dirty" little (big) secret *all puns intended* I don't think further attempts to provide life support to this relationship will benefit my kids in any way, actually I think this relationship should have had a goddamn Do Not Resuscitate order signed and on file from the very beginning. My biggest conundrum now is what immediate next move and course of action to take that will be the least damaging for them, because all roads lead to damage now. All can be done is to attempt to mitigate the negative fallout as much as possible and hope for a long term strategy that isn't an absolute shit show. The sleeper has awakened! ...and now that my eyes are opened... I wish that I could cut them out of my face and burn them, but then I would just be blind again. Well Scary, we got that other wall of text framed out and stood up now, let's go ahead and get the drywallers in here to do the finishing so we can get to installing the padding in this here room.

Ya know, in hindsight, at least one marriage spawned from this thread.