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Cautiously optimistic. Been struggling hard since April on terms of mental health. Kept tripping and falling while struggling to walk. Shit kept lingering, not letting me go, and tripping me up until I finally crashed hard a few days ago. My companion didn't leave me alone at least, things could have been way worse. This is like the 3rd time she wouldn't let me slip away since we started really talking early March. Like she doesn't owe me this, and I'm cringe and send off all sorts of false red flags during these moments, but like she seen and understood somehow, and stepped up when she didn't even have to. I don't know what we'll become, but I swear to fuck I'm not ever leaving her side now. I feel absolutely safe and comfortable with her, something that I thought would be impossible for me to ever feel for someone again. I'm not out of the woods yet, but I'll be alright. I have her to thank for it.

Tired. just took the kid out for some errands. Its probably not too different to taking raccoons on errands