Childhood Trauma

[Steven]

One thing that really helped me is I fully accepted and letted the true power of darkness in me. I believe darkness can be the light and used for positive purposes. I can control my hatred, greed, anger and lust as a weapon to protect myself from others who threaten me harm. I believe in fighting fire with fire. Before then I use to be scared as well, I've hid in my room almost everyday just playing video games and didnt talk to anyone throughout that period, I use to fear leaving the house, but since I've saw the darken view in my dreams, it showed me that I dont have to be afraid, I can be above others and there suppose to fear me. Think diffrent and do opposite of whut other human beings are.

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....this sounds to me, like a lifestyle led in full defense mode.

Honestly, I'm not criticizing.

Simply suggesting that you may find in time, that you've exhausted yourself, and yet the world remains unchanged and still formidable.....