Relationships and life in general

[CatsEyeOfTheWiccan]

My Relationships cycle is truned into a weird funky direction. Were is my life path going with this..I feel so alone and scared and nothing chearing me up. Money is tight and nothing coming in, the warmth I get is missing..well Realenship with others and myself has been more alone than ever. Some people know what I am talking about it..but I guess :erm . I feel distroyed, lost and confuesed also helpless. But, guess need some guideness or a hug or more..interneraly saddnesss.

Sincerely hopeless,

-CatsEye

[Hellion]

My Relationships cycle is truned into a weird funky direction. Were is my life path going with this..I feel so alone and scared and nothing chearing me up. Money is tight and nothing coming in, the warmth I get is missing..well Realenship with others and myself has been more alone than ever. Some people know what I am talking about it..but I guess  :erm . I feel distroyed, lost and confuesed also helpless. But, guess need some guideness or a hug or more..interneraly saddnesss.

Sincerely hopeless,

-CatsEye 

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:devil I know how you feel,but keep looking ahead,something good might happen.

[Gothmama25]

Being in a relationship is highly overrated.

[ManicQueen]

Being in a relationship is highly overrated.

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Agree's

[Rayne]

I like my relationship.

[phee]

I like my relationship.

Yay!!

[Steven]

Being in a relationship is highly overrated.

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or, highly empowering.

[phee]

Being in the relationships I have been in thus far in my life is highly overrated

Fixed your post for you....

[Homicidalheathen]

Eh your young. Like that has anything to do with it....but.......I am sure things will get better. You do generate warmth and what you put out returns to you.

[Steven]

Eh your young.  Like that has anything to do with it....but.......I am sure things will get better.  You do generate warmth and what you put out returns to you.

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good post HH

[phee]

Eh your young.  Like that has anything to do with it....but.......I am sure things will get better.  You do generate warmth and what you put out returns to you.

Very true m'lady

[CatsEyeOfTheWiccan]

Here is a Pome I wrote the other day.

It's called Closed The Door

I have closed the door to this once comfort zone of a room.

In cased in a echoing once tune in my head.

Now it's dead and gone for the last time.

Hide the pain will only splinter and wilit.

Spilt the emptyness has no more feelings inside.

I can always die trying they say, but guess it has.

Last and lonelyness and in shrowed of doom.

Whom, the love once I had is no more.

Adoreing you and loving you will not blosem no more of that sweet smell.

Delt the cards wrong and shuffled them wrong and nothing more than a pawn of dispare.

No one cares for me no more, expect you inside me; myself and I are the only ones to blame.

The pain will maybe subsided but, I will dieing knowning you were not just a memory but, something real and preshes and ruined it for all and you.

Now alone in soluted of this a darkness hue light.

Alone at Night and Day now, and I regeret what has in unrolled.

But, guess I am to old for self pitty of ones emoutions.

Notions will always leave this door shut and never surfece and dewel.

In my interneal Hell for a life time of greaf.

But, care my soul like a leaf of fall.

As my sarrows call a surtin doom and no returning to that chapter book of my life.

Only thing left is the internal knife has cut my heart to shreads.

Let them feed to rabited dead things.

So, I will be only humanbeaing for times again.

Now, here is THE END.

-CatsEye

[Soulrev]

You know, man.. I think in all the time where I felt like I was "alone" because I was single, I didn't learn anything until I finally had a good relationship. I met the best girlfriend I ever had. And then, I learned I didn't need a partner to love - just myself..

Then I dumped her. About a week ago. I can't be happy in a relationship, either, because I'm not happy with myself. For now, being single is the best thing for me emotionally and mentally. Especially with me leaving for boot. Once I'm happy with myself, once I have made myself something I am proud of, I can love again, but not yet.

Just some insight.

[torn asunder]

You know, man.. I think in all the time where I felt like I was "alone" because I was single, I didn't learn anything until I finally had a good relationship. I met the best girlfriend I ever had. And then, I learned I didn't need a partner to love - just myself..

Then I dumped her. About a week ago. I can't be happy in a relationship, either, because I'm not happy with myself. For now, being single is the best thing for me emotionally and mentally. Especially with me leaving for boot. Once I'm happy with myself, once I have made myself something I am proud of, I can love again, but not yet.

Just some insight.

wow, great insight, man! glad to see you post it!

[BrassFusion]

You know, man.. I think in all the time where I felt like I was "alone" because I was single, I didn't learn anything until I finally had a good relationship. I met the best girlfriend I ever had. And then, I learned I didn't need a partner to love - just myself..

Then I dumped her. About a week ago. I can't be happy in a relationship, either, because I'm not happy with myself. For now, being single is the best thing for me emotionally and mentally. Especially with me leaving for boot. Once I'm happy with myself, once I have made myself something I am proud of, I can love again, but not yet.

Just some insight.

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Congratulations. That's really hard for a lot of people to do.