I had no Choice but to say this...

[Hellion]

:devil To who it may concern,due to 3 certain people that I cannot stand,(Names not mentioned.)and the stupid false accusations,that people in america seem to like to believe,but what ever,this AMF Message is not directed towards the mods or the responsible good people that I have met and always will respect,(too many to list)Other than that,due to being out of work for so goddamn long,even though I have been back to work,a month and a half ago.It seems that this stupid blame game crap is becomming a big problem on this board,and I remember when their was'nt any drama BS on this board when Troy ran it.Until people can respect others feelings and understand what its like to be out of work and having bill collectors call you,and deal with the possibility of your vehicle being reposessed.Now that I will be making at least 36k-40k a year,I have no choice but to take off,and get my shit back together,so I can find peace with myself again.Some people do nothing but dwell on stupid bad stuff,but have no ambition to try to want to better themselves.and in my opinion,anyone who feels bad for anyone who does not even try or even make an attempt to better themselves,is just as ignorant as the person they feel so sorry about.(Bleeding heart kind of people)I do not at all feel sorry for myself,nor do I want anyone to feel sorry for me what so ever.All I am going to say is I am not here for the world neither is my wallet.I work hard for my money,and damn proud of it.the he said she said crap is so ignorant in this nation,I will admit,I can blame myself for some shit,but I am not at fault for all the bullshit that 3 certain people that I hate,tried starting,some people need to grow up.(ps Being sarcastic: I did'nt blow up the federal building in Oklahoma City)Until the drama BS comes to an end or at least minmizes,I will not come back to DGN ever.I will say this,the people that I know that I have always gotten along with and respected,( list will be too long.) Please understand why I made this decision. I am not a hateful person,but when you get used by people who you thought were your friends,can give you a hatefull feeling about people in general.I was almost thinking of going back to cocaine use since it does'nt talk behind you back.but I fought the urge and decided not to. Considering I do have heart conditions. There have been problems in my family that have been stressing me out,so when you have stupid people trying to annoy you.you will eventuallysnap.IMO,I have enjoyed this board 80% of the time,I just wish that some people would grow up,and move on,I did.

I have my issues with this country,and I don't want anyone trying to dictate my opinionsnough said on that one.

I will say this before I go,I will only help people who are trying to help themselves,I will not ever,under no circimstances,ever help anyone who does not have the willingness to try to help themselves.shit I needed help trying to find work awhile ago,and I greatly appreciated the the help that certain friends of mine on this board and myspace provided,thankyou very much.I will still keep in contact with my friends on myspace.Thankyou for understanding.(PS please do not send any replies back to me on DGN)CRANK has now left the building.

[Brenda Starrr]

Wait...

What the Hell did I miss??

[Homicidalheathen]

And I will continue to hang out with you at clubs....concerts.....trixies......your cool in my book. I am glad things are looking up for you.

[BrassFusion]

Wait...

What the Hell did I miss??

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

I really don't know. and i'm one of his friends.

[Onyx]

Well crap.

I hope at least you are still reading here now and then.

One thing I've learned - you have to take care of yourself first because nobody else is going to do it for you. You can't help anyone else if you're running on empty. I'll miss you but I understand. Sometimes it's just not worth the stress of dealing with immature people.

Maybe I'll see you at the club. I only go once in a while but please say hi if you get a chance.

(((hugs)))

[Steven]

nice kid, too bad he's feeling burned, I hope we see him again, Brass what did you do this time????

[kellygrrrrrl]

awww cranky....

=(

chin up!

hope to see your crazy sense of humor every now and then!

don't be a complete stranger! =)

[Blackmail]

Edited to avoid controversy.

and also I like Crank.

[Scary Guy]

He seems a little paranoid about no one liking him to me. However I'm often in the same boat (wether I care or not is another story).

Hopefully he shows up again evetually and I wish him the best of luck. Too bad he says he won't be reading this or I'd direct it to him.

[Brenda Starrr]

Edited to avoid controversy.

and also I like Crank.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

Thanks.

[Brenda Starrr]

He seems a little paranoid about no one liking him to me.  However I'm often in the same boat (wether I care or not is another story).

Hopefully he shows up again evetually and I wish him the best of luck.  Too bad he says he won't be reading this or I'd direct it to him.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

If it matters at all, I like you.

[Onyx]

He seems a little paranoid about no one liking him to me.  However I'm often in the same boat (wether I care or not is another story).

Hopefully he shows up again evetually and I wish him the best of luck.  Too bad he says he won't be reading this or I'd direct it to him.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

I like Crank, and I hope he misses us and comes back and reads all this.

Eh, I like you too, ScaryGuy whether you care or not.

The net can be a drama filled place. The drama is even entertaining at times. Sometimes a break is needed though.