Breaking

[Homicidalheathen]

My heart hurts. Just so much crap this week. I wish I was physically healthy enough to be alone. I need my man and my family to take care of me.....my kids have to go to college.....but things happened this week I just god. Want to cry so fucking bad I HATE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING FUCK IT.

hate hate hate......off to listen to NIN and get some needles.

[Homicidalheathen]

Oh and not drug needles by the way. I did do e a few times this past year and am done with it. No more drugs....I was just curious.

They are acupuncture needles and help me deal with stress and internal emotional pain.

[Msterbeau]

*HUGS FOR HH*

[Homicidalheathen]

Mark is one of the only decent men left on the planet.

[creatureofthenyte]

more hugs for HH

[bean]

*hugs and smooches*

[kellygrrrrrl]

I'm in the same boat as you girl.....

[Msterbeau]

Mark is one of the only decent men left on the planet.

Except when I'm not.

[Homicidalheathen]

I feel allot better. Spiritual S/M B/D does something for me. I know I am strong and will make it through this.

[Draco1958]

Glad you are feeling better. Always wishing you the best.

[Scary Guy]

Was good seeing you Wednesday and Thursday at the HL/EA show. Hope you're alright.

[Homicidalheathen]

I am ok now, but the coyote seems to be after me friend now.....hee hee.

Watch that trickster......trouble is comming into your life if you see him.

[Onyx]

My heart hurts. Just so much crap this week. I wish I was physically healthy enough to be alone. I need my man and my family to take care of me.....my kids have to go to college.....but things happened this week I just god. Want to cry so fucking bad I HATE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING FUCK IT.

hate hate hate......off to listen to NIN and get some needles.

Sorry to hear you are having troubles.

When you are sick though, sometimes family troubles can make it worse. I have a lot less troubles with migraines now that I'm on my own. Nobody should have to put up with abuse, whether it's physical or emotional. (The emotional scars can take way longer to heal).

Your spouse will be equally financially responsible for your children even if you did leave. Maybe in time you can explore your options if you can not work things out.