Inner Haunting.

[AntiHero]

I know I have demons I need to face.

I know I have skeletons in the closet.

Hopefully I've chosen my DGM id appropriately. It seems that with people I can say and do a lot of the right things, but I always feel like I'm standing in the night looking in at people through a window. I've tried to be myself, I've tried to be someone else, and that never seems to work. I look at myself in the mirror and wonder if there's some demon, or monster looking back at me. I wonder what I'm doing wrong.

I'm not trying to start some colossal pissing contest of personal issues, but am just wondering if anybody feels this way too?

[BrassFusion]

Keep an open mind about yourself. Accept that there's an element of good and evil in everything you do.

Not that that advice has worked for me. People still assume I'm filled with hate I just don't feel. I think since I generally care about people, I don't police myself as much as people who don't have overall good intentions and have some ulterior motives to hide under a veneer of sweetness.

It's a little ironic.

[Homicidalheathen]

Embrace your inner demons and walk on over to the dark side! Mwhahahaha!!!

[creatureofthenyte]

Embrace your inner demons and walk on over to the dark side! Mwhahahaha!!!

Just like that INXS song "devil inside" says, Every single one of us has the devil inside.

To answer your question though; yes I feel the same way or some what similar to that quite often. I just try to have a positive attitude and work towards achieving goals as a way of keeping my mind off doubting or 2nd guessing myself.

[tattlady672000]

hey, I totally understand what your sayin....I have felt like that more than once....I have come to terms with the fact that I AM NOT LIKE ANYONE ELSE & I will never be....so I look at myself & smile ....Im glad to be me