I'm In Trouble...

[GOREgeouslyDecorated]

I generally don't bitch or complain on here, but damn it! I'm mad... and I did it to myself...

I got in trouble today - I had to take a PBT before group this morning, and I drank last night - yea, I blew a .014 and I had to take a drug test (negative, of course) and now I have random drug and alcohol testing, grrr.... and I get to get bitched out my my P.O. on Thursday - go me...

[Homicidalheathen]

I feel ya honey we are being affected by drug testing too...thats one of the things I was talking about. After my vaca I just felt like it was time to buckle down, get serious.....and stop partying and messing around with um some people who are a bad influence on me.

It effects job hunts and what not.

[GOREgeouslyDecorated]

true true... I just have to break the news to Jon when I go to pick him up - he;s not gonna be happy - it's $10 every time I drop and $2 every time I blow - I dont plan on stopping drinking, but I due plan on being more careful!

[BrassFusion]

i had a friend who got probation for a simple marijuana possession charge a few years back... so they gave him random tests that sometimes included an alcohol test.

i never understood that. it seems completely unconstitutional to me

[GOREgeouslyDecorated]

it probably is... but I have a fellony, and I was doing great until today - I knew it was a bad idea to drink, but I'm an alchie, so... you know, LOL

[Homicidalheathen]

The way I look at it....I have partied enough in my life. I really don't need to anymore. I think by living in the us I have had access to allot and have had my share. Its not a huge sacrafice.

When I went on vaca I didn't do anything...not even get drunk. And you know what? It was kinda nice. I actually felt better.

[saechalyn]

Backsliding is part of recovery...hang in there.

[Msterbeau]

Backsliding is part of recovery...hang in there.

Yup. Don't be too hard on yourself. BUT... don't keep rationalizing the slips either. If you want to be clean, do it.

[GOREgeouslyDecorated]

nah... I heart alcohol - drugs, I can live with out - this is just all part of my probation - just sux is all, but I did it to myself

[saechalyn]

nah... I heart alcohol - drugs, I can live with out - this is just all part of my probation - just sux is all, but I did it to myself

Ah, I see, I see...So you get in trouble for drugs and you can't drink either?? That's not fair at all.

[Homicidalheathen]

Yes it is weird that alcholol is a legal drug unless your on probation for an illegal drug. WTF???

[Homicidalheathen]

He passed! I mean by the skin of his teeth! And got the job. Sigh. We are going to be ok now. Kids can go to college and be on my medical until they are 23 if in school f/t.

We did the flush...it didnt work but luckily made the test inconclusive so he went another week no tokies and he passed!!!

We are not taking anymore chances after this.

[GOREgeouslyDecorated]

Yes it is weird that alcholol is a legal drug unless your on probation for an illegal drug. WTF???

yea, it's fucking stupid - I have no alcohol related offensis, but they consider alcohol a drug, what the fuck ever...

YAY for him passing!!