Self Abuse

[flowofwoe]

(I'm sure we all feel this way sometimes, I'm just feeling it right now and this popped out)

Let me out!

This life is poor

and I want

a reset.

Let me out!

I can't stand

who I am.

I hate that she left me,

but I cannot fault her

I am of no value

I am worthless,

because

I do not

desire

to be

worthy.

I sabotage myself,

because

I have a hard time

caring about

my

life.

I ruin myself,

because

I'd rather

see myself suffer

than see myself

succeed

I hate this

place,

this time,

this shit.

I hate me.

[SuZQZ]

Well done, well stated. Yes, many have felt, do feel, this way. How fortunate you are able to articulate it and get it out there. (I have been suffering from writer's block for 7 months now). I think many feel the same as you do more often than not. It's a bi-product of life. You have to take the shit with the champagne.

Kudos to you.

[flowofwoe]

Thank you. Sometimes it's necessary to purge things. Feels good, and frees things up for better work.