Heartless Bastard

[crunchy_pickle (5)]

Beneath the oceans in her eyes,

Her lip quivers under my caress.

Beneath the heart I soul gaze,

To pure for me I must confess.

When she smiles the world goes away,

The clock stops ticking, it's kinder,

I stretch a moment into a lifetime.

Each breath the only reminder.

The darkness wakes me,

It overtakes me.

I cannot find,

My love.

It's overrated,

How I've compromised,

And compensated,

My love.

The black little spot,

That once was a heart!

Got sick one day,

Now it's falling apart!

All the tremors,

And the quakes.

All the shivers,

And the shakes.

Are memories from which I depart!

I corrupt her and I run,

To the place I like to hide.

But I find that I'm lost,

Cause there's nothing inside.

The sweet little whore I made,

Has left me with a bad taste.

I sit all alone in the dark,

But all I see is her face.

The darkness wakes me,

It overtakes me.

I cannot find,

My love.

It's overrated,

How I've compromised,

And compensated,

My love.

The black little spot,

That once was a heart!

Got sick one day,

Now it's falling apart!

All the tremors,

And the quakes.

All the shivers,

And the shakes.

Are memories from which I depart!

She comes back to me in her lust,

I shouldn't, and I wouldn't, but I feel that I must.

I know that she just wants to fuck,

Without love, without regret, or undying trust.

In the end I make no mistake,

Forever after ever. after never return.

It's just a scratch on the black spot,

And a lesson left to relearn.

[Sybil]

*sigh*

I miss you.

And I hope youre doing good?

*big hugs for Kevin*

[crunchy_pickle (5)]

*sigh*

I miss you.

And I hope youre doing good?

*big hugs for Kevin*

I always miss you Sybil. I'm doing ok. I could use more nights with friends, but at least I'm guaranteed to run into at least a few people that I really care about at City Club when I go.