Why Do I Keep Doing Things That Are Bad For Me......

[Homicidalheathen]

Ok. I will be 43 soon. My brother is diabetic.....grandma......sister boarderline.....mom too.......its on both sides of the family.....

I get hypoglycemic easy.......

My doc said its time to give up extra sugar and caffine and alcohol and cut back on dairy so I don't end up like them.

But I just got a big gulp and now I feel weird again.......

WHY CAN'T I SAY NO TO BIG GULP????

Its like I figure, I am not doing drugs......don't drink much anymore and almost completely gave up weed......its like the only vice I have left besides sex which happens rarely these days if at all.....

I just want my sugar fix........

Seems like I have a few friends who can abuse their bodies in anyway they please and never suffer any consequences...and I think oh just one more wont hurt......

And a few years ago I was doing sooo well with this. I don't know why I can't get back to that point again. Its like worse than drugs.....it seems so innocent.....

I know I have to kick the sugar habit soon. Makes my teeth hurt even.

[CandyQuackenbush]

You know, you could end up like my Grandma, she's a diabetic, now she's on dialysis. She can't eat sugar or salt.

Pretty much she's a woman that used to make the BEST german potato salad.... and now we can't have it anymore because she can't eat it.

[jadnifer]

Its a very hard thing. To have to give up something that you love so much.

No, its not a drug in the typical sense..but to your body it is.

If you want to keep your body healthy...cut out the sugar.