Washing My Hands Of The Past....

[Daevion]

Thats right mutherfuckers! I've finally killed off the old daevion to be replaced by a new and improved version. Its been a living hell for the past two months but I rode it out. In october I lost my job, then in november I lost someone very close to my heart. Mid november I took a trip to Connecticut to visit my sister then I went to Salem Mass. for the hell of it, where I met this so called phsychic/witchcraft woman. Many conversations later I was enlightened! Without going into any painstaking details my eyes where opened and a great many things realized! I've been living my life in a black fog acting like a man who has nothing to lose! Essentially I've been only living life for the moment and it was killing me!!

Anyway, past bad influences have been removed and my luck is already changing for the better! The details shall remain secret, for they are mine alone to enjoy and I don't want to ruin my good fortune by talking about it on dgn.

Wish me luck!!!

Merry Xmas DGN!!!!!

[Winter Steele]

Good luck and Merry X=Mas !

[Destroit]

Many people become trapped in themselves and have a nothing to lose attitude. People can be like dogs, they see food they eat it. People see a dollar, they spend it, they don't think about where the next dollar is coming from, so it doesn't matter about tomorrow's dollars because to them it's still today. Tomorrow is another day and since it hasn't happened yet, to them it doesn't matter. You're pushing away something that most people can't, that in itself is accomplishment. When people do finally get it, it's usually because they're older and wiser, or because they had kids and had to grow up.

Good luck, I hope you enjoy exploring the endless abyss, that's all I can think to say.

[Daevion]

Many people become trapped in themselves and have a nothing to lose attitude. People can be like dogs, they see food they eat it. People see a dollar, they spend it, they don't think about where the next dollar is coming from, so it doesn't matter about tomorrow's dollars because to them it's still today. Tomorrow is another day and since it hasn't happened yet, to them it doesn't matter. You're pushing away something that most people can't, that in itself is accomplishment. When people do finally get it, it's usually because they're older and wiser, or because they had kids and had to grow up.

Good luck, I hope you enjoy exploring the endless abyss, that's all I can think to say.

thx! You know the abyss is lovely this time o year!

[CandyQuackenbush]

Good for you buddy! Change is good!

[Destroit]

thx! You know the abyss is lovely this time o year!

yes yes...the colors are amazing this time of year, I know.

[bean]

Good for you buddy! Change is good!

What she said!

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

that is all

[Homicidalheathen]

....does the new you smell better to? Can I have a whif?

[Nienna]

I do have to say you seemed much more relaxed and HAPPY last night when I saw you. I'm happy for you, now keep it up!!

[Msterbeau]

I recommend anti-bacterial soap and a good man kiss every now and then.

[SuZQZ]

I recommend anti-bacterial soap and a good man kiss every now and then.

Good for you, Daevion! I wish you continued success and forward movement on your new path.

[Kit Kat P]

Congratulations and Merry Christmas

[Brenda Starrr]

I recommend anti-bacterial soap and a good man kiss every now and then.

Gawd, your "what's in it for me?" attitude is hot.

[Msterbeau]

Gawd, your "what's in it for me?" attitude is hot.

You just want to watch us kiss. Horny toad.

[Brenda Starrr]

You just want to watch us kiss. Horny toad.

If you've ever seen my reaction to gay porn, you'd know that would not be true. I love the gays, but don

t want to see them "do it." Same goes for my parents.....

*washes eyes out with lye soap*

[Hellion]

I pretty much did the same thing myself,wrote off a small percent of ppl(garbage) that I used to hang around,improved my skills at work well above the norm,and also look forward to getting a better career.

good luck,Davean

[Daevion]

I do have to say you seemed much more relaxed and HAPPY last night when I saw you. I'm happy for you, now keep it up!!

Thats the idea! For a while I didn't think I would ever get out of this funk I've been in since I lost my job. Everything seemed to just go wrong and I couldn't drag myself out of depression. I even completely ruined my relationship with someone I really loved. I don't know if it was all my fault or perhaps she was looking for an easy way out herself. I don't know....but I'm looking forward to Xmas with my family this year.....been trying to finish my last minute shopping for everyone.

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

Hope that your X-mas goes well...

good luck w/ the holiday shopping...

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[creatureofthenyte]

yay for you dude!

[xbittergracex]

Thats the idea! For a while I didn't think I would ever get out of this funk I've been in since I lost my job. Everything seemed to just go wrong and I couldn't drag myself out of depression. I even completely ruined my relationship with someone I really loved. I don't know if it was all my fault or perhaps she was looking for an easy way out herself. I don't know....but I'm looking forward to Xmas with my family this year.....been trying to finish my last minute shopping for everyone.

i definitely feel you there. I went through a rut like this that lasted 2 YEARS....

some good conversations and some personal growth and clarity are key to turning things around. I'm gonna keep my eyes on you because there is nothing better than watching someones life continue to get better and better....

Keep your head up and if you need anything let me (and us at DGN) know!!!!

Good Luck!!!

[Daevion]

i definitely feel you there. I went through a rut like this that lasted 2 YEARS....

some good conversations and some personal growth and clarity are key to turning things around. I'm gonna keep my eyes on you because there is nothing better than watching someones life continue to get better and better....

Keep your head up and if you need anything let me (and us at DGN) know!!!!

Good Luck!!!

awww...thx!

[Homicidalheathen]

Breaking up is never easy unless of coarse, you have no heart. Hugs

Thats the idea! For a while I didn't think I would ever get out of this funk I've been in since I lost my job. Everything seemed to just go wrong and I couldn't drag myself out of depression. I even completely ruined my relationship with someone I really loved. I don't know if it was all my fault or perhaps she was looking for an easy way out herself. I don't know....but I'm looking forward to Xmas with my family this year.....been trying to finish my last minute shopping for everyone.